You Havent Changed A Bit (Naegami)

-The Note- (Ch.1)

     
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Makoto

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I sat down at my everyday lunch table. Next to my friends, Kyoko, Aoi, Sayaka And Leon.

"Hey guys." I smiled.

"Hey, Makoto!" Sayaka smiled.

Kyoko nodded a hello, Leon continued eating. And aoi smiled with a donut in her mouth.

"Oh my god! Did you hear, Makoto?" Sayaka turned to me. "Hmm?" I bit into my apple. "There is this rich teen coming to our school."

"Sounds cool I guess.." I sighed.

"Hey, Makoto? Did something happen. You seem sad." Kyoko always being a nice friend caring for me and the rest of us. I nodded, "Yeah guess I'm just tired."

"Oh, if you say so.."

After talking and eating lunch, I got up. "Sorry guys.. I have math class and it's pretty far from here. I should um hurry.."

"Makyy we have 20 more minutes thoo!!" Sayaka whined, "u-uh sorry. See you guys tomorrow."

Sayaka sadly looked down.

I lied, math wasn't that far away, yeah it was a walk, but it wasn't that bad. But the reason why I did leave earlier then usual is because today was the day I told Kyoko one of my biggest secrets.

Ive been gay sense the.. Hmm.. 4th grade? Maybe 5th or 6th. I remember having a crush on this guy in 5th grade.. He was really hot- he had glasses, but they were really cute. And he had short sandy blonde hair, his father owned a company as well, so he was pretty respected in the school for JUST a 5th grader.

Who knows though I haven't seen him in for ever, and I never would see him again and that's the end of that.

Anyways, my plain was to tell Kyoko that I was gay after schook today. Yeah it was going to be hard but Kyoko is very supportive, and I feel like she will accept me.. I hope.

I slipped a note into her locker tell her to meet me at the place we usually all meet. I was hoping no one else would be there I mean, I wanted just to take it slow. I can't tell more then one person at once.

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After school I went to the place I told Kyoko to go to. Waiting patiently, I sighed. Thinking she wasn't coming. I'll just have to tell her another day.

I was about to leave when I heard my name.

"Makoto?" I turned around on my heels quickly facing her. "Kyoko?"

"Oh um.. Hey!" I smiled nervous wondering what was about to happen in these next minutes..

"So, I know something was up." She sighed, "I could tell at lunch."

"So, Makoto. Please tell me, what is it that's bothering you?"

I played with my fingers, "so, we have been friends.. For awhile now." I smiled softly, "and I trust you, a lot to tell you this."

"Oh jeez this is harder then I thought.. Hmm.." I sighed.

"Makoto.?" At this point she was a bit worried.

"S-So.. For a while now hmm.."

"I-I.. Kyoko.. I" This was so hard to say for some reason. "K-Kyoko.. I-I I don't like girls, I-I-I like bo-boys!" I called out.

Kyoko sighed. "I knew it."

I opened my eyes quickly, "W-What do you m-mean?" Kyoko nodded her head. "Exactly what I said. I knew you were this whole entire time."

Kyoko smiled for like the first time ever, "and to answer your question.. Of course I support you."

I hugged Kyoko tightly, "You're my best friend ever, Kyoko. T-Thank you."

Kyoko giggled, "O-Okay you're kinda crushing me.." I immediately stopped. "Oh god sorry"

We both laughed. "Anyways, I should hurry home. I have a of homework.." Kyoko sighed. I nodded.

"Alright, I'll see you tomorrow!"

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I felt proud of myself for telling Kyoko that, and as I hoped she did accept me.

I quickly fell asleep that night, without any problems.

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