5SOS's Horse-Riding Fan

Chapter Six (Un-Edited!)

Ok so you have probably noticed that Jade is half fliring with the boys even though she has a boyfreind. But it will be explained in the next chapter.

Jade's POV

Its now been two days since Michael saw we half naked. He acts realy strange around me now, and its annoying. Im not realy freinds with any of the boys apart from Ash but having Mikey half avoid-half stare at me all the time is gettingnon my nerves.

"Mikey can i talk to you? In private?" I stand up from my seat on the couch and motion for him to follow me. He gets up as well and leads the way into the back room of the bus while biting his lip nervously.

"What did you want to talk about?" Mikey asks as he stands awkardly in the middle of the room with his hands in his pockets.

"Two days ago," i tell him. He nods and then sits down. I plop down next to him and sit crosslegged while facing him.

"You are really gettin on my nerves michael, avoiding me but staring at me any chance you get. You saw me in my underwear. So what? All my best freinds have seen me naked before and they never acted any different. Other than making fun of my for a birthmark on my chest." I mumble the last part while looking down.

"But thats girls! And as you said they are your best freinds. I'm a guy you haven't even known for a week yet and havent even talked to properly." Mikey says.

"Actually, my best freinds are Scott O'Brien, Chad Watson, Brant Carter, Noah Shield and Preston Lynch. I have a boyfreind who is another best freind named Drew McCall and his brother is my brother. All of them have seen me naked and i dont give a shh. So why should you?" I ask Michael who is now staring at me wide eyed.

"You have slept with all those people?" He gasps.

"No! Eww... god no. I was dared to strip naked and run to the dam near my house where i had to swim. It didnt help at all that somehow there were leeches in it and i got them everywhere! Plus, i am a virgin and have no plan on changing that in the near future." I explain.

"Wait, you said earlier to Ash that you have eight guys as freinds. Thats only seven." Michael points out and i nod.

"Well my other freind lives a while away so i dont get to see her much. Her name is Angela Parkes but likes to be called Davie. She is a lesbian so we consider her one of the guys." Standing up i pat Michael on the head. "Stop acting so weird Mikey, its realy anoying."

With that, i walk back into the main part of the bus and sit down next to Luke. He glances at me and smiles slightly before going back to the game on his phone. I lean my head on his shoulder but after a few minutes I groan and stand up. Moving to next to Ash i try to sit still but i cant so i stand up again and start pacing.

"Are you alright Jade?" Liz asks me. I shake my head and start mumbling quietly to myself.

"Whats wrong?" She asks and puts a hand on my shoulder to stop me. I look at her concerned face but then shake her hand off and start walking again.

"Jade? You're freaking me out a bit." Ashton says.

"Sorry." I say but keep going anyway.

"Whats wrong?" Liz asks again.

"Everything!" I scream as i throw my hands up in the air. "Everything is wrong! I should be at home, training the horses and checking fences and hanging out with m freinds any spare second i get but i cant because im stuck on this bus with stupid people who have nothing better to do than sit on their phones all freaking day!"

Everyone looks at me shocked but i just ignore them and keep pacing. "Everyday i get out of bed at six, have breakfast then go outside and take care of the horses in the barn. That means letting some out and feeding the ones that cant go out and givin them a brush. Then i saddle up my mare and check the water troughs or fences or horses that are in paddocks depending on the day. Sometime i use a quad, ute or motorbike becuase my mare needs a break sometime.

"Then i just do whatever needs to be done during the day, stopping at twelve to have lunch, and work a few horses in the afternoon then have dinner after a shower then brush my teeth and go to bed. It has been almost the exact same evey day unless we need to go to town or to a neighbours. Ever since i was thirteen it has been the exact same and i dont like change."

The bus pulls over on the side of the road and Uncle Bejamin walks in. While i pace back and forth mumbling nonsense i hear his conversation with Liz even though i try not to.

"I'm sorry about her behaviour Liz. She is not normal like this but May was worried something like his would happen." Ben says

"What do you mean? Why is she doing this?" Liz asks.

"Because when she was eleven her mum was killed while Jade was at a freinds place. It was her ex-husband, Jades father. Jade moved to Mays place and for two years she had bad panic attacks and freaked out at small changes. She reufused to go to a doctor and even when they tried to force her she wouldnt speak. No ones knows exactly why she gets like this but May thinks its because she was really close to her mother and the shock made a huge impact on something."

"Oh my god!" Liz gasps and then suddently im pulled into a hug by her. I tense up and try to pull away but she wont let me. My heartbeat becomes rapid as i start to panic and thrash about. Liz finaly lets me go and i fall to the ground gasping for air.

I lay flat on my back with my eyes closed and pull my shirt up to just above my bellybutton while placing my hand on my stomach. For some reason it always helps me calm down. After nearly ten minutes i open my eyes to see everyone half crowded around me with worried and or shocked faces. I ignore them all and stand up, feeling slightly dizzy but i manage to catch myself before i fall.

Pushing past them i walk back to my bed and lay down, yanking the covers over my head. Why did this have to happen to me? I was finally starting become freinds with them and then i have a panic attack. Out of all the weird things going through my head i realise one thing, Ash hasnt held up on that movie marathon he promised me.

I jump back up and walk back into the main part of the bus where everyone is talkingnin hushed voices that quickly stop when i entee the room. "Ash, we havent had that movie marathon yet. I need a distraction so why dont we have it now?" I ask while chewing on the inside of my cheek nervously.

"Sure." He answers, almost like he dosent want to be near me. But he stands up anyway and we go into the back room. I sit down on the seat cuddling a pillow to my chest while Ash squats infront of the dvds and looks over them. "I have no clue what to watch so why dont you choose?" He says after a few minutes.

"Ok" i answer hesitantly then stand up. Looking over the dvds i spot one that i havent seen in a while but badly want to. I pull it out and show Ashton, "Jurassic Park?"

He nods with a suprised look on his face then helps me put it on. When it starts playing we sit back on the seat but Ash keeps a bit to must distance between us to be normal.

"I dont bite you know." I say while looking glumly at the tv. He must think im such a weirdo now after my panic attack.

"I know. I just dont want you to freak out if i touch you." He says.

"I wont." I tell him then move closer so m body is just brushing his. He puts an arm over my shoulders carefully and i lay m head on his chest. Ash lets out a deep breathe and relaxes. I smile, knowing that he still wants to be near me makes me happy.

So this is a bit of a weird chapter but i couldnt think of anything else to write and this just happened. Jade is acting coupley with the boys a bit but it will be explained in the next chapter, i promise. If any of you have any idea what you want to happen tell me because i have no idea how this story is going to go up until the last chapters. Please vote if you liked it because it inspires me to write more.

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