remy x reader || rat story

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She hadn't seen Remy in a long time but Y/N could not stop thinking about the way he tried helping her at the train station and how complimented her eyes that one night, it was like a constant thought just lingering around in the back of her head at all times. Even when she was with Alfredo she couldn't stop thinking about her little rat friend, and she always felt bad for doing that but she couldn't help it. He had done something to her, now shes began thinking a lot about... well just about everything. Millions of things rushed into her head every second, she was kinda overwhelmed.

Alfredo noticed her distance from him, he thought it was weird how one day they went from being happy, enjoying time together, and having their very first kiss, to her constantly thinking about things and not paying much attention to what he says to her. So one day he decided to bring it up because it had begun to get so out of hand that she started to completely ignore him.

"Hey Y/N... I was just wondering, are you okay? you seem to be very distracted lately, is it a work problem? or like did something happen?" Alfredo asked while walking Y/N to her home.

Y/N turned and looked at Alfredo and said: "Nope, there's no problem" while smiling but then as she turned to look forward again, her smile disappeared.

"Oh okay cause I just thought-"

"Why would there be a problem?" Y/N said nervously while cutting Alfredo off and looking at him once again.

"Oh no reason, I was just wondering since you seemed a little different" Alfredo said anxiously as if he thought Y/N would get mad or something.

"Yep I am perfectly good," Y/N said as she nodded a small nod and had that artificial smile again that slowly went away as she walked and looked to the ground.

They Didn't Talk Once More The Rest Of The Way Home.

"UGHH WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME," Y/N thought to herself later that night while she was reading in her apartment, when suddenly she heard a weird knocking at her window, it was a soft knock so it was very quiet but she had very good hearing so she heard it. Y/N got up from her couch and put her book down and walked towards the window only to find Remy sitting there at the ledge on the other side of the window knocking.

"REMY WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE??" Y/N yelled in surprise 

"oh ya know, I was bored and I noticed I hadn't seen you in a while so I thought I'd come over here. you are very high up you know" Remy said very nonchalantly but also tired like while walking through Y/N's window and dropping down to the oak floor of her apartment.

Y/N let out the tiniest chuckle and went on to say 

"Yeah, I do... are you good? you seem a little drained"

"oh nothing a little bit of water can't fix, can I have some?"

"Oh yeah sure," Y/N said while shutting the window but keeping a tiny crack open and walking out of the living room and into the kitchen. She grabbed a water bottle from her marble countertop, opened it, and placed it on the floor next to Remy and he drank some from the top and then began to slowly fill the cap with some. "So you just came to... see how I am doing?" Y/N then sat down on her couch.

"yep, I just. wanted to see you" He said while running up the side of Y/N's couch, and stood at the top of the back of the couch so that their eyes were perfectly across from each other. Y/N smiled in his direction, a nice genuine smile. like the one on the train.

Then there was this weird tension between the two of them, and they just sat staring deeply into one another eyes so quietly that you could hear their breathing if you listened close enough. After about 15 whole seconds they broke eye contact and Y/N stared off to the side and Remy was looking down. 

"So uh... how've you been," Y/N said awkwardly while looking over at him, making sure she doesn't make direct eye contact.

"good."

"Oh good, that's... good."

"mhm," Remy said very quietly 

Y/N and Remy sat in awkward silence for a second until Y/N said 

"Wanna listen to music?"

Remy looked over (also making sure not to make direct eye contact) and uttered a quaint 

"sure"

"Okay," Y/N said, she then got up and grabbed her phone, and shuffled her playlist. The first song to start was "All I Wanted Was You" by Paramore and Y/N sat back down by where the rat was standing. There was some more silence between the two of them until somehow their eyes led back to each other and they went back to looking at each other but this time they slowly began floating toward each other (in case you do not know, I do not mean they actually started floating I mean they just sort of idk started moving closer.) Until Y/N stopped and gently pushed Remy back.

Y/N looked to her side "WHAT. IS. HAPPENING." Y/N then stood up " this- this can't be happening, you're. well, you're not- human, and I well I am. ALSO, IM DATING YOUR EMPLOYER" 

Remy still shocked at what was happening was trying to process what Y/N was saying, and when he finally did he noticed her standing up with her head against the wall with her eyes closed and had a very disappointed look on her face and he knew she was blaming herself and he didn't want to make her feel this way so he decided to leave was probably the best option right then.

"I'm so sorry Y/N I didn't mean for this to happen," Remy said while walking down the couch and towards the window, he began to open the slightly open window and hop out.

"Wait where are you going?" Y/N said opening her eyes and looking over at him.

"I'll... I'll catch you later," Remy said before he completely disappeared.

Y/N stood still for a second, just standing by her wall. After about one minute she went over to the window and closed it, then went and picked up the water bottle and the cap off the floor and brought them into the kitchen. She turned off all the lights in the living room and walked off into her room.

"god damn it." She said to herself before closing her bedroom door.