Raglak - In to the heart

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Parinita......  ragini heared some one shouting at pari and she walked downstairs to know what is happening. She saw dp is fuming in anger,  Parinita.....  how dare you to talk with AP like that.  Dont forget,  you are a Daughter in law of this house and behave like one.  Adarsh...  dont you hear,  what your mom,  chachi and Swara said?

Baabhi,  i cant believe you will be like this.. Our family loves you and how can you behave like this arrogant?  Adarsh bhaiyya,  this is not the way to treat our moms....  this is wrong and i think you have to make her understand  her.
Sanskaar said.

Adarsh smiled,  ofcource i understand what you said. Its been soo long i am realising what is happening in this house.
Mom, you and papa never loved me like you loved Laksh, sanskaar and uttara. Its always them,  you never tried to understand me. It hurts,  it really hurts sometimes. Dont you think me and parinita is also humans. Dad wanted me for his business,  only up to the day sanskaar and laksh is ready to take over the business.
You wanted parinita only for doing your house chores,  do you know how much of her dreams she left behind for me. The only thing you did for me is giving parinita. I am thankful to you for that. She is right,  we are suffocating here and i am living like a coward in my entire life. It hurts,  it really hurts to know that i cant even do what my conscience said.

I really wanted to support ragini,  i wanted to escape her and parinita from the miseries. I wanted dahlia to live a good life. You people are always blamed ragini for whatever happened,  instead why dont you see laksh is wrong. He is the one broken ragini again and again,  still you blamed ragini.
Do you know how selfish you are?  If it is Laksh or sanskaar,  you will forgive every mistake they done but if its me,  i know you will throw me out.
Whatever i am selfish too, other than parinita and my childrens i care about ragini and dahlia more. Because they are my own brother wife and child.

Sanskaar sadly looked adarsh. I never saw any difference between uttara and you both. Then how can you bhai?

Adarsh laughed. Who said about uttara? She is my sister and she always will be. About you,  you are selfish,  much selfish than any of us. For you swara and your childrens are everything and you will betray any one for them. If it is your own father and mother you dont care. You want your wife to be great infront of everyone. Your wife hurted ragini even when ragini accepted her and her mom. I am not surprised about it,  because she is a rare piece,  she will do anything for her happiness. She took away every happiness of ragini and you both are perfectly fit for each other.

Dont teach me instead look at your self in the mirror and you can see how much you betrayed ragini and your sooo called lover kavita.

Adarsh... is this the way you talk to us? DP shouted.

Ofcource,  this is what i wanted to do from a long time ago. I will stay here till uttara marriage and for your kind information i am resigning from maheswary company. I am tired,  very tired of you all. This time i am going to live for my dreams...
he laughed, do you even know what my dreams are mom and dad. You never,  you never ever cared about it. From my childhood i loved painting. I wanted to start a designing company and also want to do an exhibition of my paintings. No... none of you even see my drawings.
He laughed hysterically and parinita felt sad. She know how much adarsh love to draw..He sighed. When i am only nine or ten,  I show you one of my drawings and said papa i want to be a painter. I think you forgot that day but i am not,  you beated me hard and i cried. My little heart doesnt know whats wrong in it,  then mom told me i am born to do business. Something you forced on me. Laksh and Sanskaar become rebels and i regreted for not being a rebel. I always thought i cant hurt my family,  and you people each and every one of you hurt me in every step. I am tired,  tired of this all. I dont want my childrens to grow up in this atmosphere. You already limited Darsh going near dahlia. They both are only 4 years old and you are not even giving them their freedom.
If they laugh loud,  if a toy fell on the floor,  if they came inside with mud in their foot you have problems after problems. If they play with neighbouring kids instead of letting them play, you will check the status of the family. My childrens are not robots and i dont want them to ask me one day why?  Why papa snatched our happiness in childhood. I never got what i wanted from a mother and father,  but i surely gave that to my children and dahlia.