Chapter 2:
“He lighten my world, He lightens the darkness inside me, He filled the emptiness in me and He show me His greatness and mercy. -Menalyn U. Dumayas
It was hard path to walk with Him in a way that problems and obstacles will be on the way. It’s not easy to be with Him as your faith is getting stronger the heavier the trials with come on the way. When trials come on the way it’s hard to choose the right choice as you were afraid that you might choose the bad one but as He said in His holy book in Psalms 37:4 “take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart” . Sometimes what we wanted in life is not what His plan.
If we tried to walk with Him even in the hardest situation we must choose to be a good one to do what’s not against His will but sometimes it also took as to the other side of the story wherein we doubt and question Him. When we thought we choose the right one and suddenly we feel like we’re not, we suddenly accuse Him for not leading us or hearing us. We everyday are making our decisions in life. Do we choose the right one? How are we going to know if we choose the right one?
In many ways we are burdened to preach or widen His word and power, on how we can find peace, comfort, love and salvation through Him. When we face challenges along the way and it’s too much to bear, we ask Him to show us some miracle or signs to trust Him. If you’re walking with Him why doubting Him right? I was once questioned Him it’s not a long ago after I started going to church, I ask Him if I should question why I felt I was being harass by someone. I was old enough to know what’s going on but what I don’t know is that is these happenings are His plans or mine.
When I ask Him I don’t receive an answer it was quite a long time to ask Him and eventually I found the answer when I almost entering Middle school. And then again I ask Him and question Him why He let that happened to me “forgiveness “became His answer and it’s almost choking me to receive that answer. It took me years to finally open my eyes on what I’m going through and it’s too much for me, I never thought I’ll be suffering harassment in early age. Is this the price that I’m paying for walking with Him?
Sometimes it’s hard to understand His plans. But later I trusted Him and I forgive. I’m’ too young to carry a heavy burden and pain inside me. I choose what I think He wants me to. To be with Him it challenges the morality and humanity of each and every one. Those who lost their path and let go their faith are the painful. Yes, we have Him but some part of our lives wherein its getting darker and can’t no longer tell if still faithful or already being lock by the world or Satan. Difficulties will come and go, challenges will be more exhausting, pain will be deeper, we might get lost in the wilderness of life but when we trust and commit everything unto Him, nothing is impossible. Other will point their fingers on us, they will judge your faith, others will try to bring you down along the way but it doesn’t matter as God is with you.
Walking with Him must like walking in a deserted island, you will feel exhaustion, pain, misery, grudge, hate, sadness but we also can find peace, comfort, and love from Him which are priceless things that only Him can give. It was never on easy way but it will be the most satisfying and fulfilling one. Through walking with Him we can find our salvation.
“Sometime questions are already answered but it was us who are blind and can’t find it”-Menalyn U. Dumayas. Yes, we might choose the bad one or something that against His will, but we need to be in that situation in order for us to be able to see the real plan of God and how He wanted us to be. Be patient and learn to say no to the influences that will or might lost you in the right way.
