I want to see people.
Instead of observing them from far away.
I want people to see me.
I want some to hold the other side of my necklace.
I want to take this stupid necklace off.
I've had it on for months.
I just want to feel free again.
Not like my every move is controlled.
I want to remember what it's like not feel uncomfortable.
Uncomfortable, when someone is close.
Uncomfortable, when a hand is on your arm.
Can't I just see someone.
Someone in want to see.
Why doesn't anyone want to see me.
Can't some just want to know that I'm alive.
Please. . .
Just remember that I'm alive.
That I'm a living person.
That I hurt just like you.
I have feeling.
I just hide them when I know it for the best.
Sometimes I slip up.
Say something I didn't mean to.
Like "it your fault I'm at home."
Can't you just remember that I feel what you feel.
And that I to need to see people.
That I need to feel human connection.
I need to feel human connection, again.
Everyone I know.
They get to have human connection.
They aren't trapped.
They aren't lost in there head because it's all they have left.
They even for a minute get to feel true happiness.
I don't anymore.
Even if for a minute let me see someone I want to.
So that even if other for that split second.
I get to feel happiness again.
So that I can have hope agian.
Maybe, they would notice.
That I've been struggling.
They could tell me ill be alright.
I just want to see somebody.

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Do I Not Look Broken
AcakI'd like it if you let me fall on the ground. Look me in the Eyes, do I not look broken.