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I want to see people.

Instead of observing them from far away.

I want people to see me.

I want some to hold the other side of my necklace.

I want to take this stupid necklace off.

I've had it on for months.

I just want to feel free again.

Not like my every move is controlled.

I want to remember what it's like not feel uncomfortable.

Uncomfortable, when someone is close.

Uncomfortable, when a hand is on your arm.

Can't I just see someone.

Someone in want to see.

Why doesn't anyone want to see me.

Can't some just want to know that I'm alive.

Please. . .

Just remember that I'm alive.

That I'm a living person.

That I hurt just like you.

I have feeling.

I just hide them when I know it for the best.

Sometimes I slip up.

Say something I didn't mean to.

Like "it your fault I'm at home."

Can't you just remember that I feel what you feel.

And that I to need to see people.

That I need to feel human connection.

I need to feel human connection, again.

Everyone I know.

They get to have human connection.

They aren't trapped.

They aren't lost in there head because it's all they have left.

They even for a minute get to feel true happiness.

I don't anymore.

Even if for a minute let me see someone I want to.

So that even if other for that split second.

I get to feel happiness again.

So that I can have hope agian.

Maybe, they would notice.

That I've been struggling.

They could tell me ill be alright.

I just want to see somebody.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 28, 2020 ⏰

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