The thing about being mentally unstable is that I'm constantly tearing apart my brain to figure out what's wrong. Nothing adds up but makes sense at the same time. I want the pieces of myself put together, to make a picture I can understand. It's an incomplete puzzle. How am I supposed to live with that. They say no one gives you a guide to life which seems fair but how are we supposed to know how to deal with the hardest things like mental health. I dont think learning as you go is always the best in this situation. It can be extremely dangerous and that's what I'm currently learning right now. I guess that's why I'm writing this. My own guide to understand myself.

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A Pinch Of Salt And Lemon
HorrorLook man I'm literally so depressed and I feel like the reality of how bad things get for people with depression isnt talked about enough so...if you care to join me on this shit show be my guest. Just know its literally a fucking mess.