Todoroki-kun was sitting at his desk going through his bag looking for his notebook in preparation for his first class after lunch. While rummaging through his bag, he comes across a blue envelope with "Todoroki-kun" written on it.
(What's this?)
He opens the envelope to find a note inside which read:
Todoroki-kun,
Please meet me under the big tree in the forest arena.
The letter wasn't signed. Todoroki-kun was curious but he wasn't sure if he wanted to go to the meeting place.
1. He didn't know who it was from
2. It could be a joke
3. Part of him would feel embarrassed rejecting them
4. He was in love with someone else
This person was important to him and he didn't want to cause anything that could completely ruin any chance of them being together. Rejecting the person would open too many questions that he didn't want to answer. Questions that he didn't know the answer to.
He turned round. He looked at Midoriya and Uraraka sitting. Talking and laughing. Midoriya's smile made him smile. Midoriya somehow brightened up his world. He wanted him to himself. But...he would never feel the same.
Todoroki-kun began to frown and faced forward again. He needed to stop thinking of Midoriya that way. He didn't fully understand his own feelings and he doubted that Midoriya would even be interested in him in that way.
*Time Skip*
The final school bell of the day rang. The roaring sound of students happy for the day to be over.
Todoroki-kun packed up his bag. He kept thinking about whether he should go and see the person who wrote the note but, he just...knew he'd be disappointed. He couldn't deal with that. Midoriya rushed by him running out the door.
"There he goes..." He sighs.
"What was that!?" Yaoyorozu interrupted.
"N-nothing!" He quickly said. "I'm going. See you tomorrow" He said collecting his things and walking out the door.
Todoroki-kun walks slowly down the street. He kept thinking about the note in his bag. Maybe he should've just gone to the meeting place and let the person down easy. He just didn't want to face them in all honesty. Midoriya is the only one he thinks about. Ever since the UA Sports Festival, his feelings towards Midoriya changed. It wasn't clear at first what those feelings were, but, they eventually became feelings of love. Todoroki-kun wasn't sure if that meant he was gay. He never thought of anyone, boy or girl, in that way. Midoriya is the first. Maybe it doesn't mean he's gay but, he knows that he would give anything just to be with Midoriya. He wants to hold him, kiss him. He wishes that he could make Midoriya his. He would do anything to make Midoriya happy. Anything.
Todoroki-kun stopped. Tears started to form. He was being stupid. Midoriya isn't gay. Even if he was, he wouldn't be interested. The tears were now streaming down his face. The sound of thunder could be heard as the rain started to fall. The perfect analogy to describe his feelings. He picked up the pace, almost running.
He quickly arrived home. Briskly walking to his room and slammed the door behind him. He leaned against the door, the tears were running down his face again. He cried as he slid down the door until he was curled up like a ball on the floor.
He lay there on the floor. Holding himself.
"How could I be so stupid! Why did I have to fall for him!? He would never go for a guy like me! He would never be interested in me!"
Todoroki-kun continued to lay there. Tears in full flow.
"How could anyone love a freak like me!?"
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I Never Thought He Would Love Me! (Midoriya x Todoroki)
FanficThis is My Hero Academia (BNHA) fanfiction. Midoriya wants to confess his love to Todoroki-kun. He fell in love with him after the UA Sports Festival, but may have fell in love with him well before that. But, part of him doesn't think he's good en...
