Oneshots || skzitzy

Chaersung - why did you leave

⚠ WARNING there is death, Mental health, Suicide thoughts in this short story. If you are not comfortable with this, then I suggest you don't read this.

Chaeryeong's pov -

Yeah, it's been 1 year since Jisung has gone missing. 

Have I recovered, nope not at all 

My parents are worried about me, my friends are worried about me, even Jisung's friends are worried about me. 

My parents try to make me go to therapy, but it doesn't work.

Everyone I know is worried about me because I slowly starting to go insane. 

I can't deny it, I think I am.

I've thought about ending my life many many times

I once even tried...

but, my best friend Yeji always convinced me not to.

She tells me without me she'd be stuck with her boyfriend who is always traveling and is very busy because he's an idol.

In this one year, she's the only person who's made me smile or laugh.

I don't know what I'd do without her.

I miss him, like really really really miss him. 

Most people don't believe in finding your one and only true soulmate.

But, he was mine

The moment we met.....

It was true love

Yeah, I sound cringy, but it was.

I am a cold, quiet, loves to dance girl.

He was a funny, outgoing, idol that everyone adored

We were complete opposites  

But, we just clicked

Whenever we were together, I felt so comfortable around him.

I've always been cold and quiet since my twin sis died.....

Chaeyeon

It's been 6 years since she left me

I used to be a happy, cheerful, fun-loving person

after it happened 

I changed, like a lot 

Many people ask what happened, you used to be so different

I just tell them I have my reasons

I just wish they both would come back

Chaeyeon could never tho

But, Jisung can

Sometimes I wonder if he left on purpose because he didn't love me.

He probably did...

I mean most people would 

____________________________________

I woke up from my thoughts by Yeji vigorously shaking me.

"what"

Yeji - "I'm boredddd, Hyunjin left this morning for their tour, and now I have no one to talk too" then she pouted 

Yeji - "talk to me meh......please" and she did her little cute face

"you know even if I say no you're still gonna make me talk to you"