My Princy~

~22~

A few weeks later

Virgils PoV

Today just isn't it for me. It's not the best of days I can just tell by how I am feeling. The feeling of anxiety,fear, stress and panic all mixed up into one. I've warned the sides today. They know if I go off today it's because I'm not at where I should be. This happened usually twice a month. I wish I could stop it. I was I was normal. Like the other sides are normal. They have normal life's and then there's me. I'm that one guy who doesn't know when to stay calm. That one guy who makes everyone's life worse. The guy that just should've been here in the first place. Just think about how happy the sides would be without me. They'd be able to do things without me stopping then because I worry too much about the dangers of life and what it holds for us. I wish I could change me but no matter how hard I try, I can't do it. I've tried to hard to be a better person but I can't do it. I can't change. I wish I could.

While this was happened in my head with the voices I hear joining in, I forgot where I was. I totally blanked out I just wanted to leave. I was in the living room with Roman. I forgot I was with him. I was shaking the whole time of thinking that and he was concerned about me.

Roman: Hey Virgy are you ok?

Virgil: I'm fine

Romans PoV

He isn't fine. I may be dumb but I'm not buying that. I know what that means and it means he isn't ok. I tried to get it out of him but I could see he wasn't having a good day. He already told us to be careful near him or he will get quite mad at the littlest thing. That was what's happening now. He kept saying everything is great and me being the supportive boyfriend I am, I want to help him out. I tried to comfort him but did it work? No. It did the opposite. He just broke right there and then. Tears steamed from his eyes. I quickly pulled him into a hug and help him tight to me. He mumbled something under his breath but I couldn't hear it.

Roman: What Hot Topic?

Virgil: Why am I like this?

Roman: What do you mean Virgil?

Virgil: Why do I have to be like this? Why can't I be normal like the rest of you guys? I hate the way I am

Roman: Hey hey don't say that! You are perfect Virgil I don't know what you mean. Why would you want to change? You are perfect in every way possible! Don't compare yourself to us, we could never be as amazing as you.

Virgil: I know you're just being the best boyfriend in the world right now but how can I change?

Roman: Virgil, you don't need to change. I love you for who you are and you don't need to change a thing about you.

Virgil: Roman

Roman: Yes my King

Virgil: I love you

Roman: I love you too

Virgil: Where would I be without you Princy?

Roman: Probably somewhere happier

Virgil: Noo! You make me the happiest person alive!

Roman: You too Virgil, you too.