chapter 29

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We get to the restaurant and Luca is already choosing a table in his mind I just look at him amused and I think he noticed because he's looking back at me and a small smile tugs at his lips

What is this man's doing to me my heart is racing and nothing is working it's like he's staring at me with so much care,love but there's a different feeling too almost like he's scared

Pfft the big mafia boss scared because of losing one girl when he can have millions of others

I feel for him to I love him more than anything,I care for him more than anything and Im so scared of losing the first and only person I ever loved and it feels like one way or another I get betrayed by people I love and I get stabbed or shot by people I love

But maybe it's just me maby it was just a few times that it happened maby it won't happen again

Ugh what am I saying of course it will happen again I wouldn't be surprised if it was Luca or Diego who tried to kill me next or even one of my brother's or sisters

Sooner or later it will happen

I frown at my thoughts and look up to see Luca staring at me with a 'r u ok' look

I shoot him a small smile as he turns around and scoots into the booth I can't help but get sad at the thoughts flowing through my head I touch my stomach and feel the scar through the lace dress one of my many this is the biggest and closest scar I had to death

I love Luca and being dead for a few minutes is not fun it was so much pain so much hurt but then it all went away there was only light only softness and so much warm

It was like floating on a river so calm so silent so beautiful until I heard Lucas voice begging me not to go and to come back

I just wanted to hold him tell him everything will be ok and when I opened my eyes looking at him my heart fell I fought strongly to come back and I did I came back by some miracle

The happiest day of my life was seeing Lucas face light up after my eyes opened his puffy red eyes training on mine and his eyes searching my face to see if I'm really there

"Princess what's wrong"Luca asks as stand there appreciating him he's so cute like a puppy as soon as my smile faded a bit he wants to know what's wrong

I adore that so much I don't know how I'm the first girl he ever opened up to or let in to his heart

He's the first I let in to my heart I hope he doesn't break it I don't fully know what love is but I'm definitely learning to love Luca

I love him with every single part of my heart in every corner of it he saved me I learnt the truth I couldn't even trust my father well now I don't know who he was but I know I have to find my real father

"Nothing just thinking"I say as I sit next to him I sit as close as possible to him it's a bit cold today but I forgot to take a jacket stupid me

I don't want Luca to take his off because I don't want him to get a cold my anxiety still gets the best of me and I still stress but not alot only about the little things

"Luca what did you do with my father I mean him"I say and he looks at me sad,angry and afraid still I don't want him to live his life in fear I want him to be free not carry 6 guns and have an army of body guards With us 24/7

I don't want Luca to be afraid for me I don't want him to fear if anything happens to me I'm making him weak aren't I

"Well princess thats the thing we are looking for him we can't find him anywhere we thought he was dead but our guys found some pictures on traffic cams of him in Brooklyn and Manhattan so he's traveling alot"he says and I swear my heart just stopped

He's still alive!!?

Mierda that's why Luca looks afraid he's always afraid of leaving me alone and today is the first day in 3 months that we leave the house crap my father can do anything at any moment and we will be to late

"Luca I didn't know why didn't you tell me I would of never have dragged you here if I knew come on let's go home"I say and he shakes his head

What the fuck Luca I thought you were afraid uuugh just talk to me

"No princess were staying we can't hide forever"he says and stays seated

He makes a valid point slide back into the Booth and feel the leather of the seat cling to my skin as I realised I have been sweating with the tention no need for a jacket now im on fire

Well guess I will just have to calm down now because I even think I'm over reacting and that's alot said

I bounce my leg up and down as I bite my nails looking around to see if I see anything suspicious

A woman with a ugly dog eew it's cute but does she not wash it or is that hoe it looks

A baby sitting eating and messing while her mother is on her phone drinking coffee and the father well I think it is reading a magazine wow ok so their completely ignoring the baby waiting her food and the floor and table getting a makeover with green and red slush eeew

A man eating with a woman

Nothing else I feel Luca resting his hand on my thigh and taking my hand I'm chewing on in his

"Relax Baby girl no one can hurt you not as long as I'm still breathing"Luca says and leans in next to my ear

"Promise"I say smiling at him but I can't help but flick my eyes to his lips every time

"Promise"he says nibbling my earlobe softly shit I know what he's doing and it's working crap

Hey guys hope you guys likeed it I made this a bit longer comment if you guys want longer chapters




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