" I got a love jonz for your body and your skin tone,
five minutes alone im already on the bone
plus i love the fact you got a mind of your own,
no need to shop around you got the good shit at home" -Method Man
Ataras P.O.V
"Seeeeee........ I told yo big head ass years ago that he was interested in you but noooo you denied it up and down. Your insecurities convinced you that no one would ever like you but I'm proud of you love,your stepping out of your shell" Paris said.
She told me Rafael had a crush on me our freshman year of highschool but because i didnt like myself i thought it was impossible for someone else to like me especially someone as cute as him,sadly i didnt feel like i was good enough,I accepted just being a friend.
"Paris im mad at myself because i held my self back from being with someone who genuinely cares for me" i said sitting up in my bed.
"Well pooh you cant change the past but you can shape the future so make the best out of what you have now and dont let your insecurities effect your happiness ever again" Paris said.
"Yeah your right, thank you Pudge i really needed this" i said playing with the ruffles on my cover.
"This is what im here for, It's gonna be ok but ima call you back,Bryson calling me" Paris said squealing through the phone. Bryson is her new boyfriend and she seems happy and im happy for her also hes good with Cairo so thats what really counts.
We said our goodbyes before getting off the phone. Staring at the clock I saw that it was around 10:30 so i decided i would handle my hygiene since i knew i wouldnt be able to go back to sleep.
Once i was in the bathroom i washed my face and brushed my teeth,i placed my hair into a high bun then jumped in the shower with last night still on my mind.
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After I was done with my shower i went into my suitcase. Grabbing a pair of peach colored boyshorts and the bra to match along with my thigh high socks. lotioning up i threw on my black loose fitted t-shirts ,ditressed boyfriend jeans,olive bomber and gold watch,then i was out the door.
Turning down the hallway i ran into Rafael. he had on a Bape varsity jacket,a plaid shirt under and light denim jeans that fit him just right with 11's on his feet.
"Good morning you look good" he said smiling as he grabbed me up into a hug that i gladly accepted.
"Thank you,you don't look to bad yourself" i said shyly smirking as i returned the embrace.
For a little while we just held on to each other and it had me feeling all bubbly inside,Something about him made me feel safe but I would still have my guard up.
His muscular body rapped around my chunky frame was something indescribable and to think i could have had this along time ago.
"How did you sleep beautiful?" he asked intertwining our fingers.
"Pretty good,you?" i said looking down at our hands then back up at him.
"It was ok ,I didnt get much sleep I had alot on my mind but last night was decent I liked vibin wit you" he said staring into my eyes which was driving me crazy.
"Yeah it was really dope that we could just talk about anything and not get bored with the conversation or eachother ,we share a lot of the same interest and thoughts but at the same time were so different" I said leaning up against the wall.
BINABASA MO ANG
Blacker The Berry
Romance"It is time for parents to teach young people early on that in diversity there is beauty and there is strength. We all should know that diversity makes for a rich tapestry, and we must understand that all the treads of that tapestry are equal in val...
