He rejected me?

In shock...

  Scared could not begin to describe what I was feeling as I packed my last suitcase. I stared at my tiny bedroom that I had inhabited for the past four years and felt a deep sadness in my heart. How could I possibly leave behind a life full of freedom for my past? 'Mama needs us' Daisy said, answering my question. Ever since she found out we were leaving to go back "home", she has been on cloud nine, I on the other hand, felt like puking everytime I thought about it.

  Taking my last suitcase by the strap, I pulled it off my bed, which made a loud thud as it hit the floor. I rolled it over to where the other 4 were neatly placed at the entrance of my bedroom and sat it against the wall. Going back to my bed, I took a seat in the middle of the bed and laid back. Today I would be getting on a plane, and heading back to the one place I never thought I would go back to. How am I suppose to face everyone? I'm hoping I can just go and see mama and say my goodbyes and then be out of there before anyone noticed I was there.

  *Ring* Ring*, the sound of my phone going off pulled me out of my thoughts. I sat up and reached into the back pocket of my jeans and pulled out my phone, looking down and realizing it was my best friend, Tayloe calling. "Hey, what's up?", I said cheerfully answering the phone. If I sounded the least bit upset, she would detect it and then I would have to talk about the whole going home situation, and I did not want that.

  "You sound way to perky. What's wrong", Tayloe said. Well I guess thats a bestfriend for ya. I met Tayloe two years ago, we had both decided that we were going to go to the same restaurant for a lonley Valentine's day dinner. We were seated across from each other and ever since then we have been inseparable. After about a year I told her about Daisy, and she accepted me for me, just like I knew she would.

"Nothing, I'm fine, hey, umm.. I won't be in town for about a week. I..I..am going back home.", I said stuttering a bit. "HOME!!?? AS IN VIRGINIA?!!??", Tayloe screached through the phone giving me a slight headace. "Yeah, my mamas sick", I said feeling tears falling down my face. "Oh honey I am so sorry, is there anything I can do?", Tayloe asked in a sweet voice. "Yeah, when I'm gone can you please come over here and water my plants and please, please, please call me a lot while I'm gone. I'm really going to miss you!!", I said feeling even more upset at the thought of not seeing Tayloe for a whole week. "You got it girl!", Tayloe said, making me feel a little bit better. "I love you bestie." "I love you more, bestie", and with that she hung up, leaving me with only my thoughts.

  Sighing, I reluctantly crawled off my bed and went over to the entrenched to my bedroom and picked up two of my suitcases.  I carried them out of my apartment building and down to my car. I poped the trunk and placed them neatly on top of each other. I will have to have my car flown out to Virgina after I board my plane. I ran back upstairs and got my last two suitcases and put them in my trunk. I then locked my door and got into my car. "Here we go" Daisy said. "Yeah, here we go girl", I said answeing her for the first time in four years.