The Curious One {18+}

Chapter Three

Amelie

Laughter, singing, shouting, moaning. That's all I hear, Mac and Bonnie were talking to me but I wasn't all there. I don't understand what I've done wrong, I smiled at him and said a quick hello but he didn't even batter an eyelash at me. Instead he walked away over to his "rooters" of course he would, they're gorgeous, perfect face, skin, hair. I'm such a loser. I've got my flaws like everyone else but...it's hard not being seen. I get it, make attention and validation isn't something a women should care for but, it's nice now and then being told you're beautiful or made to feel like you're beautiful.

I think the only person who made me feel that way was my nana, great now I'm near to tears in a club, a MC club.

"Urm Bonnie?" I ask getting her attention. She turns to me and her smiles drops. She walks up to me and pulls me for a gently, warm hug. "Hey, hey what's wrong are you alright?" She asks kindly and released me but still grasping my side...like a big sister would.

"Yeah, I'm not feeling so good, would it be alright if I went home early?" I say breathlessly, everything is coming to me, my Nana passing away, new environment, insecurities, him.

"Of course hun, let me walk you out and wait with you for your taxi to arrive." She said about to the to Mac, but I stop her quickly.

"No, no honestly I'm fine just feeling a bit sick." I say whist secretly taking a quick glance over Fury. I think Bonnie picks up on where my eyes were wondering as I spotted him with Rose and...oh another girl over his lap. My heart sank even more. I turn to see Bonnie glaring at Fury then turns to me but drops her glare, which makes my lips turn the slightest.

"He isn't worth your tears Amelie, Fury's well...he's Fury. He puts up this front to hide all his emotions, but deep down he's not so much of a douche, however right now I won't to go over there and punch him in his stupid face!" She says whilst growling. I laugh and put my hands up to bring her back to me. She's so sweet, I've always wanted that sibling figure in my life.

"It's fine, really I'm okay I just need to get out here for the moment being but I'll be back tomorrow night I promise." I said giggling trying to keep her calm and steady.

"Okay, you go tuck yourself in bed and have a great nights sleep. Here give me your phone so I can put my number in, you need me just message or call.
I mean it Amelie." She said sternly typing her digits into my phone passing it back to me.

We say goodbye and I wave at Mac who blows me a kiss. I giggle and shake my head, but as soon as I stepped out everything dropped back onto my shoulders. I clutch my chest and let it out, a quiet sob escaping my lips. One persons struggles are always different from the next, we all deal and have different coping mechanisms, some are just louder than others. Mine, well is to cry. I miss my Nana...she would be here to give me a bone crushing hug and would listen to what I had to say and would laugh or cry along with me. I let out a few more tears until I'm staring into the darkness of the night. I take a deep breath a go to check my phone to call a taxi...only that wasn't the case. Just my luck, my phone is dead. I sigh and look back at the club, should I go in and ask, well I can't stay out here forever. I was standing there for a moment or so until I heard the door slam open and heavy footsteps.

I turn around and my hair whips me in the face. I let out a quiet moan. That actually hurt, damn you wind. And here he is, looking perfect as per usual and his stupid face...stupid beautiful face.

"Why have you been crying kitten?" He asked gruffly. Bringing his fingers brushing them gently across my tear stained cheeks but I eventually step back watching his hand fall. "I haven't, it's the wind and it's made my eyes water." I said glaring at him. "You sure kitten?" He questions playfully, oh no that nickname...the one that makes my knees weak and my core ache.