when my life is upside down

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,,Are you here on vacation?" He asked me. ,,no, I live here". ,,really? I've never seen you in this environment". I wondered why he cared so. ,,yes, because I have just moved in". I replied with the hope that he's questioning would stop now. ,,where did you live before?" Of course it didn't stop. ,,Chicago" ,,Chicago?" He asked, shocked. I just nodded. ,,must have been difficult right?" ,,well I've only been here for a few days so i think it will get worse". He already opened his mouth to say something but at that moment Tara called me. I gave donghae an apologetic look and answered it. ,, Tara?" ,,esra, omg you don't belive what happend". It came out of her immediately. Before I moved to Seoul, she promised to tell me immediately everything that was going on in Chicago. In addition, we had a very long phone call on my first day here when i arrived and so she didn't have to ask me about it anymore. ,,can you maybe tell me later? I'm on my way to town and don't want to lose myself here right away". ,, yes of course but please take care of yourself". I loved the way she cared about me. ,, yes. I'll call you later. Bye". She said goodbye and when she hung up I looked again to donghae who was looking out the window.

When we arrived I saw that it won't be very easy to feel comfortable here because I have already seen hundreds of people. We were only at the main train station. ,, you don't have to be scared". He said and looked at me. ,, I don't have". I defended myself. Of course I was scared. ,, your posture says something else". Was I really that transparent? I wanted to defend myself further but then I saw the train stopped and the doors opened. We ran to the door together and got of the train. ,, Wow " was the first thing I said because there were more people then i always imagined. Donghae smiled  and looked at me while he said ironically,, I decided otherwise, I think you don't need my help." ,, ha ha" I said, but with a little fear that he would really leave me alone. We went to the city center and there were twice as many people. You could hardly penetrate without bumping into someone.

Suddenly donghae took my hand and pulled me with quick steps into a small alley. When we were at the alley there were only a handful of people. ,, here is an abbreviation and there are not that many people here but a little tip do not go through here if you are alone". I just looked into the alley that looks much more dangerous at night and then to donghae who was still holding my hand. But when this occurred to me I quickly withdrew it. He looked his hand at me afterwards and laughed lightly. He went straight through and I followed him.