song: like i want you - giveon
2:06am
dear moon, why must everything remind me of him? i keep remembering how he used to hum loudly to annoy people or how he used to always draw on the corner of my paper and smile at me mischievously. tedious, every day tasks remind me of him. i can't help it. his smile is ingrained in my head. i can't get him out of my head. he has a girlfriend now i shouldn't think like this but i miss him so much and it seems like he doesn't miss me. the way we walk past each other in the hallways without acknowledging the other's presence is just confusing to me. the way he ignores me in our english class just hurts. i wish he'd stop being stubborn and text me.
