Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, Really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.
Niall's Pov:
I can't understand Zayn, How could he want to destroy our child? I know he dosen't want to lose me, And I understand that, I really do, But at the same it's our child. It's something that's apart of the both of us, How can he turn around and hate it so much? How could he want to harm our baby? The babies the innocent thing in this whole situation, It didn't ask for this to happen, It just did. How can I love this baby so much and Zayn hates it? I can't go on and wonder what if. I need Zayn to understand that, I need his support, But he won't understand and he won't support me. Since I stated that I wanted to keep the child Zayn hasn't spoken to me. He's completely shutting me out, It shatters my insides. Zayn's my support system without him there's no way I can get thought this, I need him.
"Harry, Can I talk to you?" I asked as he walked into the bedroom.
"About Zayn?" Harry asked.
"I miss him" I whispered.
"I know you do, But Zayn will come around eventually, He's just struggling to cope" Harry said, I sighed.
"I'm struggling too, But I'm not shutting him out my world, I need him, I can't get through this without him he's my support system, Without him I'll just crash" I exclaimed.
"You know what Zayn's like, He would never abandon you, He will support you in the end" Harry stated.
"How can he support me? He hates our child Harry" I chocked out, Harry shook his head.
"No he dosen't, He hates what he thinks the child's going to do to you, Your his life Niall, Before you his world had no meaning, Now that he has you, He can't bare the thought of being without you" Harry explained, Tears began to fall from my eyes.
"I'm afraid, I'm afraid of everything, I'm afraid of facing this without him" I cried out, Harry pulled me into a hug.
"You have to tell him all this" Harry said.
"How? He won't even speak to me" I whispered.
"Leave that to me, For now get some sleep, You need your rest" Harry exclaimed, I smiled slightly before nodding my head, I then laid my head down on the pillow before closing my eyes.
Despite everything going on I dreamed a happy dream, A dream that made me awake with a smile on my face. I dreamt of me and Zayn, We were happy, We were laid out on the ground together watching the snow fall from the heavens above, A snowball then collided with Zayn's face, A smile broke across his face before he darted off, He then returned seconds later with a laughing body in his arms, The laughing body was our child, I dreamt of us being happy together as a family.
"Liam asked me to give you this" Zayn's voice sounded in my ears, I looked up to see him placing a plate of food on the side table.
"Zayn can we talk?" I asked.
"There's nothing to talk about" Zayn replied as he turned to leave the room.
"Do you love me?" I stated, Zayn stopped in his tracks before turning around.
"What kind of question is that?" He asked.
"Just answer it" I whispered.
"Of course I do" He replied.
"Then hear me out, Please" I pleaded, Zayn lowered his head before nodding it, He then came and sat beside me on the bed.
"I understand why you want to destroy the baby, I understand everything your feeling, But Zayn I need you to understand what I'm feeling too" I said.
"I do understand, I understand that you want to keep that monster" Zayn replied.
"It's our baby Zayn, Not a monster!" I stated.
"It's going to destroy you, That's no child of mine" Zayn said.
"How do you know that it's going to destroy me?" I asked.
"Because your not strong enough, Your body can't handle it" He replied.
"You don't know that" I exclaimed.
"It's impossible Niall" Zayn stated.
"I thought by now you would realize nothings impossible, I used to think vampires were just these myths written about in books, But I was wrong, You could be to" I exclaimed.
"And what if I'm not?" Zayn asked.
"You know I had this dream, That you, Me and our child were together, We were sat out in the snow, Being a family, There were smiles, Smiles that couldn't be faked, We were happy Zayn" I informed him.
"It was just a dream, Your futures uncertain now" Zayn whispered.
"Dreams can come true, Besides I won't know what my future holds until I follow the path that leads to it" I exclaimed.
"I can't lose you" Zayn whispered.
"And I'm afraid, We both have fears Zayn, But we have to stick together if we want to beat those fears" I stated, Zayn nodded his head before pulling me into a hug, I smiled before taking his hand and placing it just under my rib cage.
"See right there? That's where our baby is" I stated.
"What if the baby kills you?" Zayn asked.
"Then I trust that your strong enough to change me before it's to late" I replied, Zayn sighed.
"Dreams can come true Zayn, You just have to work at them, That's what we have to do" I said. Zayn began to gently stroke my ribs causing me to smile.
"You really think I can do this?" He asked, I nodded my head.
"We both do" I replied, Zayn smiled before leaning down and kissing me gently. "I love you Zayn so much" I stated.
"I love you, I love you both" Zayn whispered as he smiled at me. Together were going to make the ultimate sacrifice.
