Love Me or Leave Me

first date

After that day, you would often come to my bar. At least 4 times a week. Thats right, i counted the times you come, at what time you came and all. I still remember, i was running late for my shift, then i saw you outside peeking through the entrance of the bar. That was cute. You said you were waiting for me and that you were taking me on a date. You said you had talked to my boss and said i will not be able to come cause of unfortunate circumstances. Lied, so that i could spend time with you. We did in fact then went on a somewhat date. I wanted to go to a chicken restaurant and eat my heart out cause i was damn hungry. Yeah, i didnt even hesitate. I was never the girly girly type. Especially when food was infront of me, i am concerned you wont get any of it. I was..something else, You said that alot and that was what made you so intrigued to me ..and fall for me?

We talked for hours about each other. Me- a regular high schooler on the verge of graduating in a few months, living alone >You- a diligent office worker who got promoted and is working his ass off to achieve it in a very well known microsoft company. i was amazed you had achieved alot. You told me you were a divorcee. You were scared i would take it the other way so you quickly explained yourself and said that it was an arrange for your parents wish, but she was a gold digger and you caught her an ddivorced right away. I was talking about my high school days and my family as well. I had a great group of friends indeed. Johnny, Dami, Rinzy, Jaehyun, Rose and Jessi. Glad that they were in my life ..and now you.

Guess we were really comfortable around each other that we even talked about our dating experiences. Mine was shitty. I had two. One lasted like 5 days, was so embarressing . And the other in my freshman year of high school, broke up because he had to leave and we didnt want any complications on long distance relationship. But we wished for the best for each other. You on the other hand said went to around 10 blind dates cause your dad kept pushing you. We both laughed at that. You had 1 serious relationship, but ended up being toxic as she cheated on you. Then we went on and gossiped about other stuffs. I still remember this, you said"for someone not even girly and dresses up like a boy, i loved drama and gossiping" Well so did you. You how they say it takes 4 minutes to fall in love, I fell for you during our conversation.