Love Me or Leave Me

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Months passed by and hate to admit but we were-no, you were going distant from me. You would come home, tired like that last time and would straight up go to bed. I wake up, and your gone, i text you and you say you are busy. I had come to a straight up conclusion that...you were either cheating on me, or you were really really tired or stressed from work. But i did not want to come into a direct conclusion like that. Or was it your family. You had told me about your parents not really wishing the best for us cause i was too young for you and tried setting you up with another girl. That caused a fight between you and and your father and i really hated the fact that i was breakin up a family so i suggested that we break up but you said that that wouldnt help cause you will be broken if i left you. So i stayed and you never talked to them again. I never wanted to cause a scur like that with your family, but you being heartbroken would be too heartbreaking for me so.....i dont know. What is going on with you?

I felt like i needed air so i stepped out of my office and took a walk back home. No. That is not you. You were in the cafe that we go to often with a woman dressed very elegantly . Smiling while looking at her in the eyes. Ouch. The sound of the heart shattering in pieces is not audible from the outside, but i swear, mine broke into a million pieces when you kissed her hand. But what if im misunderstanding. Your sister, mother , cousin?It wiil kind of make sense cause you never talked much about your family.

11:30 pm

You finally came back home. I was honestly a mess. I was thinking of the worst possible thing. What if he was cheating on me and what he told me were lieS so that he could get in my pants. But then its been 5 years, why would you do such a horrible thing. I was crying as if i was ina funeral of my beloved. You saw me in the living room crying and rushed to me with worry in your face. What?

"B-babe what happened?" i just stared blankly at you

"who was she" you looked taken aback and were hesitant

"what are you talkin about babe?" wow ur good in acting

"i felt suffocated already by the fact that you are avoiding me nowadays and coming home late. then i see you with her on our spot smiling. You expect me to welcome you home with a smile on my face?"

u stayed silent

"Bohyun, who are you running from. Me or your problems? Cause i honestly dont know what to do. I should be angry that you are cheating on me but i dont even feel anything. I-I feel useless. Like was i a time pass for you? A-am i getting you bored after 5 years or what. If that was the case you shouldve confronted me and-"

"NO. Seola. Listen, All the time and years we spent were genuinely the most happy days of my life and i love you very much. I never want to make you feel like you are a toy for me cause you are my everything and ill say a thousand times if i have to. I love you and i have always loved you-

"then please explain what was that back in the cafe ..cause it is driving me crazy . "

"..i-i. okay, Its about my father. He going on an don about when i will get married. Though i have told him about you and me for the millionth time, he just is not accepting. I went to meet him in the cafe cause coicidentally he likes that cafe too, and he brought a woman with him. i was confused as hell . Then he said that he is setting me up on a blind date, i was going to off but the woman was right there so i didnt want to be disrespectful. Dad said that if i still wanted to continue seeing you at least i have to be nice to her."