PART 18

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PART 18

            That becomes my mantra for the next week. You won’t forgive him so soon. You can’t forgive him so soon. I have to withhold myself from drawing or even opening up my sketchbook because I know that if I look, I’ll look at him, and if I draw, I’ll draw him. Fatima’s been keeping me company almost all the time; studying with me, sleeping over when she can, stopping by randomly, because I had told her to distract me once.

            And then I can’t help it anymore, and my eyes flip my books open, and automatically it turns to the portrait of him because I had spend so much time here. I had forgotten I had placed the photos in here until they flutter out like birds, and groaning, I collapse back into my chair.

            You won’t. You can’t.

// yes i'm studying for finals jeEz.(ily)

- nova. // 

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