The Pretenders

Chp 16

When i looked into his eyes. I seen this weird look he would give me. But when look into his eyes. I wished we would be together forever. I just wish he would love me for me. I don't wanna have to change the way i am because of him. I just want him to accept me flaws and all. Like i did i put him before alot of stuff. I just wish he would do the same for me. But i guess his feelings weren't as strong as mine were for him . He doesn't even look at me the same anymore. I just want that loving look to come back........

Aalyiah

I miss my baby so freaking much. We call and facetime everyday. My baby bump is getting way bigger. The only thing that is good about him not being here is he doesn't get to see me fat and ugly. When i was pregnant with brandon i tried to stay away as much as i could. I didn't want him to get digusted with me and try to leave me. But he would always say. I dreamed of you being barefoot and pregnant with my babies. So he started being strict about what i eat and do. Thats why with this pregnancy i told him i didn't want that mean beast to come out again. So now that he not her i try to sneak snacks at night but kavion. Giant self always catch me when I'm trying to sneak it. Then he be telling Andreas on me so then he gets mad so i start crying so he will get all soft and lovey dovey with me.

Andreas

So everything has been going good so we decided to go. Surprise them i can't wait to see Aalyiah. I just want to hold her in my arms. And kiss her stomach. I know she doesn't want to see me while she is pregnant. I just love her so much. I have always wanted to see her pregnant with my babies. She is my dream girl thats why i tied that know real tight and im never letting her go. Well not again cause i lost her once and i was in pain i never want us to go through that again..........................