Seal It With A Kiss

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I was careless and i forgot to keep my guard up. But when i tried he tore them down now i am left with a broken heart. But i still love him and i still have feelings for Andreas. He was like my first everything but he had me thinking is there something wrong with me. Am i ugly am i not worth the fight. Am i not as pretty as the other girls. Every time I asked he would shut me down i was hurt inside but i didn't let the angier come out. And i knew that one day i was just gonna exploed. I have to much anger built inside of me. I need to let it out but how?????????????????????????????????

Aalyiah

I know i hurt his feelings when i said that he was selfish and inconsiderate. I just dont wanna leave him but its better for us to go. Especially me and Rayleen because we are pregnant again. I just don't wanna have to go through this pregnancy by myself. I want him to be there with me like he was with brandon. I want him to be overprotective with me and the baby. I don't want him to find some one else like what happened when we were kids. I didn't even realize i was crying until Andreas asked why I was crying.

I just don't want to go through this pregnancy by myself i want you to be there and be overprotective. And talk to the baby while we lay down cuddling together. I don't wanna be without you i need you we need you Andreas please. i said crying harder

I know i wanna be there for the baby and you just please don't cry i already feel bad about having to leave you guys. I just want whats best for the kids and you baby. I don't need you guys getting hurt. I'll feel better about myself if i know you guys are ok and safe. Baby please stop crying i will always be here you can call me anytime you need to talk to me. Your my everything please dont forget that baby please. I promise you if you hold me down. I will make it up to you. i said looking into her eyes

You really promise babe. i said

Yes love i really promise. he said

Seal it with a kiss? i said

And just like that he kissed me and i knew that are promise was gonna last forever ........................................................

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