Hold Me Tight

Cold night

Soobin's POV

"G-Gu Chung Myung'' - I said as soon as I turned around. I thought it was him. The hand felt just like him, small and warm. It was my old friend who died because of my selfishness, because of my stupid friendship which is not even worth being called 'friendship'. "You're here, you're alive??"

"I dunno who the hell you're talking about but I can promise I can make you forget about him." - She said with a seductive voice. It made me realize that that's not him. I felt slightly annoying about being so fool for saying that.

"I gotta go" - I said before grabbing my jacket which was sitting right beside me at the couch as well. But as soon as I stood up, my body gave up and I end up sitting on the couch where I was sitting.

Oh God Did I drank that much? - I thought as I put my hand on my head and tugged my hair harshly in frustration.

"Look at you, you're barely awake. How could you move in this state. Let Noona take you to your house." - She said with a deadly smirk as she pulled me up and helped me to move which I gladly let her do even though I was feeling annoying at her presence.

She helped me to get into her car and started driving. At that time I totally forgot that I have an expensive bike parking in front of the house, only caring when will I reach my house.
I barely slept the whole time even though I was craving it. Whenever I decides to close my eyes she'd start asking me questions. I didn't answer any question of them as I pretended to be sick.

"We're here!!" - She said with a grin.
"So soon" - I said as I couldn't believe we are here in like 5 minutes.

"Why? You want to stay longer." - she said as she put her hand on my torso, hand moving downward slowly, "I can stay longer if you want. Even I could spend the night with you. I am a good companion" - she said which made me more mad at her. I jerked Off her hands. As I was still drunk, I let her help me get inside my house.

I stopped on my track when I saw a familiar face in front of my house. My mouth went wide when I realized who was that. It was In woo.

In woo's POV

I felt nothing but mad, angry and frustrated when I saw him with an older woman, holding each other as if they were married couple or what. I felt sad and rejected at the same time for wasting two hours in front of his house to say sorry about what happened.

When he shouted at me and left me at the middle of the class, I felt sad. I knew that he is short-tempered guy, but he never shouted at me. We also never had a fight before. I thought there must be my fault. That's why I went to his house at 1 am, at the cold night after thinking about it a lot. I was feeling so cold that I felt like I'd froze any time. Still, I didn't gave up. I still waited for him. I was super worried that he wasn't even responding to my calls and messages. I was scared if something bad had happened to him. But guess what, he was partying all the time when I was worrying all the time. He was with some girls, drinking and dancing with them when I was almost freeze to death for waiting that long.

"In woo I-it's-"
"Don't say anything. I got it. I was just waiting for you to say sorry if I did anything wrong at school. Maybe it doesn't matter to you now when you have other things to do" - I said in one breathe. I can feel a single tear dropping from my left eye which I assume had caused because of cold and other stuff.

"I am sorry. My friend was having a birthday party, so-"
"As I said before I don't need any explanation. I get it. I am not in the place to have any explanation anyways" - I turned around, not wanting to let him see my tears.

He called my name as I was rushing to the main road, to my house. When I was out of that road I run to my house. I haven't felt this much rejected and devastated in my entire life. I cried all the time. I hoped someday he'd also fall in love with me, when I knew it was impossible. I was thinking about the beautiful moment we shares everyday as I was curling up in my small bed. It again feels,

Cold