I Love Summer

Chapter Twelve

"Whatever Matt said is true?" Summer's words are like playing mantras in my mind.

What had I done? I nearly fucked with my fuck buddy's brother, and my feeling to Summer was exposed at the right time.

I knew nothing much I could hide or dodge from her. I sighed as I braced myself turned to face her, admiring her gorgeous face covered with a bruise and messy dirty blonde. Her lovely green eyes were staring at mine and waiting for my response expectedly. I nodded my head, "Yes."

I clutched my chest and my heartbeat was beating fast while waiting for her reaction like waiting for the judge to sentence me to death or free. Her eyes never left mine since just now and her face was unreadable.

I hold my breath when I saw her full lips finally started moving, "When?" she scoffed and said, "Why didn't you tell me all about these?" her face turned in disappointment.

"What if I told you? Will anything change?" I smiled bitterly at her, "How could I tell you all about this? You don't love me like the way I love you, Summer." I quickly wiped the tears rolling from my eyes and said, "You love me in sisterly. I'm scared I will lose you after I've told you everything."

Summer's eyes dilated as her lips parted and look like shocked at my answer. I didn't care about hiding anything from her and continued, "I was trying not to think about you and hide this feeling from you all the time. I had no idea what have I done. I had agreed with Melissa no string attached and nearly fucked with her brother just now."

I laughed humorlessly, "I thought I could move on, but it seems never get better. I was getting don't know about myself anymore. I felt like I was turning into a monster."

"Why can't I be a normal person?" I sobbed as her facial expression remained the same and I confessed, "That was the hardest thing for me to let you go because I love you. I knew you will never love me back, so I tried to move on. I really do."

I sighed, "But whenever you appeared right in front of me again I knew I still can't do it." I smiled while wiping off my tears and reassured her, "If you hate me, I get it. I'll let you go, Summer."

Summer stepped closer to me and I was caught off guard when her lips smashed to mine. She nibbled my lips and I gently pushed her away but she was too strong to tighten her hold around my waist. "Summer, don't do this," I mumbled in between our busy lips and tried to stop her, yet I could tell my voice betrayed me.

I felt her teeth tugged my lower lips and said, "Stop talking and kiss me," the tone of her demand effectively turn me on. I shoved my tongue into her mouth and flipping her tongue as we moaned in our mouth.

We were getting into our lips touching and we waste no time back to my room with our hands fumbling each other's body. I tugged her shirt as she stretched her arms for me to take off and revealing her stunning bare upper body. I couldn't take my eyes away from her perky breasts.

I gingerly lay her on the bed and slowly unbuttoned her shorts, taking them off along with her red thong and dropped them on the floor, and leave her glorious body naked. 

She was laying there beautifully and I greedily swallowed down for letting my eyes running over her body again. I shifted my body and hovered my face at her, gingerly brushed the strands of her hair aside.

Her smile turned into a smirk as I felt she already pulling off my tank top over my head and left it on my upper arms. I swiftly pushed it off my arms and simply threw it aside.

She reached her hands at my back to unhook my bra. I pushed my body away from her and pull the straps of my bra off and left my upper body exposed to her.