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we haven't seen Abby in an hour or so and Yara was already getting worse. her arm was swollen and there wasn't much me or lev could do.
lev was losing his mind of course. he was pacing the room looking for something to help yara but he found nothing. they prayed that they would be okay and I didn't like that they were still praying so someone who wasn't even a god.
at one point I was fed up with it.
"praying to her won't help you two.. I know you have been your whole life but everything they told us was a lie" I said standing up then checking on Yara.
"this is all your fault!!!" Lev yelled at me as I gently touched the areas on Yara's arm.
"oh yea and how's that?" I asked continuing to touch her arm gently and to see her reaction.
"if you were more careful none of this would've happened" he yelled obviously angry.
i stood up and walked over to my bag looking for some pills I could give her that would help but I saw none.
"lev this isn't my fault it's the scars faults.. if they didn't have such stupid rules like cutting your hair or wanting to be a different gender we wouldn't be in this mess. i'm not saying it's your fault I'm saying it's the people you two are praying for" I said calmly while putting cold water on a rag then putting it on Yaras head.
he went to speak but I cut him off. "get some sleep I'll keep watch tonight". he decided not to argue instead just go to bed.
when we were at that island I would sneak back books about being a surgeon or a doctor pretty much a lot of things about medical stuff. and I learned a thing or too.
but now I know that Yara's bones are shattered in her arm. and we need to cut it off but she would die if he did that.
i rubbed the temples of my head then mumbled 'this is a nightmare'.
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i didn't sleep last night. i was just so stressed out about all this. i was thinking about how we're on our own now and that Yara may or may not survive this.
Yara was waking up in the middle of the night a lot from the pain. i gave her pain killers that I found but that only helped a little bit.
