bnha- oneshots

ShinKami - Panic room

((possible rewrite soon
Part 1/1))

((I got this idea from the song Panic Room by Au_Ra saying that, this will/might be triggering. Read with caution))

*3rd person POV*

Ever since he was a little kid Denki had struggled with his anxiety. It always seemed to pick up at the wrong times.

Today was no excuse.
Denki was in his room, pacing as he did often.
Mr. Aizawa had told them they would be working with someone else he would assign in a few days.

Though Denki was pretty comfortable with his classmates he still felt Anxiety about all of this.
He never liked grouped activities.
He was constantly afraid he'd fuck up some how.

He crossed his arms over his chest, his breathing going shallow.
What if it's bakugo...?
A hand darted into his hair trying to remove any thoughts of such a thing.

Fuck.
His hands felt shakey and his lungs couldn't hold air no mater how hard he tried.
Tears pricked his eyes.
Fuck this shit.

Denki picked up his phone he had put on his bed. He was not in the mood for an anxiety attack and there was only one person who could possibly help him.

At first he had tried texting but that quickly failed seeing how he was shaking far too much.
So, he called.

After a few dials he picked up.
"Hey babe wh-"

"I-I need you. I ca-can't do th-is."
Denki cut off Shinso.

"Alright I'll be right over. Try to breathe in the mean time."
Shinso said in a worried tone before hanging up.

Denki tried his best to get his breathing under control but he just couldn't no matter how hard he tried.
He felt his room caving in on him.
Denki fell into a corner of his room, grabbing at his hair.

He couldn't take this.
His knees were pressed to his chest as he rocked himself back and forth.
Tears streamed down his face.
He finally could pick up on his heart beat. It was fast and basically constant.

Shinso didn't even knock before entering denki's room.
His eyes immediately went to Denki who was cramming himself in a corner.

Shinso sat a few feet away from him, not wanting to touch him and have a repeat of last time.
"Hey baby."
He spoke softly.
"I'm right here. No one else."

Denki looked up at Shinso, his brain connecting the dots.
He fell forward and into shinso's arms.
Shinso held him up, already feeling denki's heart rate.
"Baby, breathe for me? Follow my breath okay?"

Denki locked eyes with Shinso, that's the only way he could keep himself focused.
Denki tried to follow shinso's breathing, failing but the point was to try

"I got you, try to breathe please."
Shinso comforted.
He sat Chris crossed with Denki in his lap clinging to him.
He rubbed denki's back gently.
"C'mon you can do it babe."

Denki tried to follow Shinso breathing again. He did a fairly well job of it, finally calming down.
His breath wasn't regular but it was evener.
"S-Sh-"

"Shh, don't talk. Just.."
Shinso pushed Denki closer to himself.
"Just stay here with me."

Denki clung to shinso's jacket, enhaling the calming scent.
They stayed there, silent, until Denki spoke.

"Aizawa..said we'd work in..in groups."
He explained, his voice was raw and sounded like it hurt to talk.

"It'll be okay. You work great with people. I didn't want to make any friends remember?"
Shinso asked, peering down at Denki who nodded.
"Look how that turned out."

Denki laughed a little, feeling his heart beat return to a normal pace
"Thank you...again for helping me."

"Like I said."
Shinso said cupping denki's cheek.
"Just call and I'll always be here "

He leaned in and captured denki's lips in a soft comforting kiss.
They parted and Denki smiled looking at Shinso.
"I got lucky huh..."

((Kinda short I know but hey!! UwU! Am I right?))