love at first sight❤

who can I trust?

Cierra pov-

How? How can namjoon do that me? What have I done to deserve this? Cause I know namjoon wouldn't do this to me. He can't do this to me, he wouldn't say anything like that. But I started crying and walked out. If I can just changed myself, it will probably be better and everyone will see the new cierra. "That can work" I said to myself.

"What can work?" Yoon asked behind me
"Nothing" I reply
"You ok?, that Joon boy is a jerk to you, I don't think you should be friends with him" he said
"I don't believe he said that, I mean something seemed off about it" I said
"Isn't that his girlfriend?"
"He said he don't have one, I believe she's just playing".

I bit my lips in frustration, I should at least give her a piece of my mind.

"Wanna go to a park or something?" Yoon asked
"Yes, plz" I reply

He took my hand, we started walking away from the school. As embarrassed I was than what I thought namjoon was embarrassed. Im not coming back to school no matter if it hurts my record.

-moments later-

"Your very quiet cierra" said Yoon "you know you can tell me anything that's bothering you"
"Nothing is bothering me" I said low
"I can tell by your voice and your walking cierra"
"Maybe cierra doesn't wanna talk or walk or anything".

Yoongi stops me and himself walking and puts his figures on my chin to look at him.

"Don't let kiki destroy your life over the tape or whatever she put" he said
"You told me to stay away from Joon, hes the most generous person I ever meant" I explain
"What your saying you like Joon, Joon more than me?"
"Is not about what I like, it's about the level of me being confused about myself and you, I feel like I been in the clouds and nobody is stopping me" I started to cry but hold it back "this is such a complete bullsh*t I ever go though, I don't know what's her deal or anyone's deal with namjoon. To me this is sad!"

Yoon steps back from me and looks down and up to my face.

"Are you choosing side between me and namjoon, cause you like the both of us?" He asked
"Nothing personal Yoon" my heart broken
"No, I don't know what's your deal, but you been with me and namjoon for only what weeks and you disappear on me to hook up with him?"
"No, yoongi I was crying!, namjoon was helping your drunk a**".

Roll his eyes.
"Don't f***in roll your eyes at me!" I yelled "you son of a bitch your taking advice of me!"
"Im not taking anything!" He yelled back
"You been jealous for a while i seen it, and you probably know who Joon is yoongi" yelled a little.
"Can't believe, I thought you loved me" he said with watering eyes
"You loved me since the first day we meant, and I loved you too Yoon" my tears finally came down "what more do you want from me?"
"Nothing cie, just stay away from me"

He started walking away. "Yoon no" I started crying even harder "Im sorry" he acts like he couldn't hear me so I walked to another directions and started crying even harder.

-on my way home-

Finally in the neighborhood. Where I live and almost getting dark. But I was playing with my grandma's ring. And I kinda went to fast and the ring rolled to the street so I ran to go get it. Finally it bounce on my head, but little did I know the car was coming it beat the horn at me. And I was just staying there puting my ring back on my finger. And someone grabs me pulls my naked arm and stand in front of me.

"Cierra you ok?" Said vivi
"Yeah" I reply like imma pass out
"Come on"

She takes me to my apartment room. And we go in and she lays me on the couch but I sit up and she sits beside me.

"Are you ok?" She asked
"Yes" I reply
"Kiki's tape was fake cierra"
"No, not that"
"Then what is it?"
"Me and Yoon kinda got in a fight" I look at vivi "he knew I liked him and Joon, he knew I had to choose one or another, and I was stupid".

I started to cry again. She lays my head on her shoulders.

"Your not stupid"
"Yes i am"
"No your not, Yoon will come back again, before you even know it"

I cried deeply on her shoulders. Vivi kiss me on the head. I hug her tight as I can, while she holds me.

-The next day-

I did go back to school. Nervous and scared like before. Fixing my shirt again like before. Everyone stares at me, I looked down and go to my locker to get some things and close my locker and I see yoongi over there with JK. But Im not goin to bother him. So I walked passed him. Like he don't exist.

Yoon pov-

"Yoongi, I think you went too far" said Jungkook
"Far like how?" I asked
"Well cierra was bullied yesterday"
"That's between cierra and that kiki"
"But she's your girl"
"Not anymore, she been with me and namjoon at the same time, being a fuckin player" I said so angry like
"Yoongi, plz calm down".

JK gives me a hug and I did hug him back and after that hug. J-hope comes to me and JK.

"Sorry Im late, how your feeling?" He asked
"Never been better" I reply
"After school we can go back to the train tracks"
"Sure, Im down with that"
"Alright cool"

The bell rings. We all walked to our classes together.

I sit in my regular sit cierra is still right there. But got here early, looking down like she's sad like. I did kinda feel bad letting her walk alone, yelling at her wasn't right either. I should go apologize, but I don't wanna bother her.

-Lunch-

Im with jhope for lunch and I look at cierra and Vivian.

"Wanna go and talk to her?" Hope asked
"No, lets sit at another table, cause there's Mr. Dimples coming towards her" I said with jealousy inside.

Cierra pov-

"Hey cierra?" I can hear joons voice "I wanna say Im sorry, that tape was wrong, I never say anything like that to you, I really like you"

I ignore Joon and keep eating my food. As he nods and walks away going back to his table with ugly kiki.

"Cierra, you ok?" JK asked
I ignore him too
"Cierra say something" said Vivian
Ignore her too

***

After a horrible lunch of me not talking, j hope approach to me. Probably ask me am I ok.

"Hey, cierra I know you mad. But I want you to come to the train tracks. Your from this area so, you probably know where it is, yoongi needs to talk to you"
I keep ignoring him
"Plz, do it for yoongi"
I closed my locker and nod my head.
"Thank you cierra😌"
Then walks away. As Im grabbing my skirt, breathing in and out.