𝟛 𝕪𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣
I haven't completely moved on from the tragical experience. As soon as i escaped, the next day i changed my name to RM, that stands for Real Me. Before i changed my name, i always acted though and couldn't express myself when i was sad. I felt like i'm a burden if i cry in front of other people.
Right now, with this new name, i want to be me, just be myself. I'll cry when i need to and laugh when i'm truly happy.
Not gonna lie, i feel anxious all the time. When i'm working in my own room, writing my new book, i oftenly check outside of the room. Just a slightest sound, i would make sure no one is with me. I boosted my security system in my house. CCTVs, automatic locks, etc.
But i have my girlfriend who always makes me feel safe. Now i feel the weight on my shoulders have gone. I don't have to pretend to her that to be tough all the time. We laugh and cry together, we never link our emotions to our gender, because being a man and woman is just our role in this world that has nothing to do with how we feel. Everyone can cry and be sad.
For the last 2 years, i've visited my brothers' graves. Maybe you're wondering, how Jin's company didn't get sue?
He faked the name of his company. It's supposed to be his surname. But, he wrote it "Kin" , just in case somehing bad about to happen. His company also made fake articles to cover the real reason behind my brother' death.
Jungkook fell down when hiking, Taehyung got bitten by poisonous snake, Hoseok got food poisoning, Yoongi was badly injured because he was playing with fireworks, and Jimin was drowned in the deep sea.
At first, i wanted to report everything to the police, well i did it one week later . But the building was gone. Everything was burnt down. I didn't see any rooms that i explored a week ago. The police believed that i'm crazy and hallucinating. I kept convincing them that it was real, but as an individual, i don't have much power like them.
Apart from visiting my brothers' grave, i also visit Dahye's grave. Yeah, Jin's girlfriend......
,or ex girlfriend.
I feel guilty after everything i had done to her. I know, everything happened because of my fault. If anger didn't consume me back then, we would be happily hangout together, bring our girlfriends, or even kids.
About Jin, i don't hear one single news about him. I'm scared that he's still alive, since i hit him until he closed his eyes, i didn't check whether he's alive or not. I just took the opportunity to run. But, he hasn't attacked me for almost 3 years, so i'm assuming he's either death or heavily injured untik he can't do anything.
I continue my life as an author, with the support of my girlfriend. And i learnt from this experience, to control your emotions and think about what others feel to our words.
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ʜᴇᴇᴊɪɴ ᴘᴏᴠ
I arrived in front of my house by a taxi. I've ben staying until almost midnight in my office, to do some extra works. My boss said that i'll get extra money from it, and i think it's not a big deal.
I walked to the front door and pressed the bell button so Namjoon will come and open the door for me.
I sighed loudly. Sometimes, Namjoon can't hear the bell sound because his room is pretty far from the front door. I looked down on my feet while keep pressing the button.
But something caught my attention
"Who sends letter these days?" i squatted down slightly and took the letter. As i about to open the letter, i heard Namjoon shouted from inside, "Yeah yeah i'm coming!!"
I immediately put the letter inside my purse and suddenly greeted by a smiling Namjoon. "Tired?" Namjoon gave a space so i could step in, he chuckled because how tired i look.
He closed the door and went straight to sofa, where i brought myself to rest a little, and sit beside me. "Need some tea?" he softly offered. "Nah, i'm fine. Tomorrow is weekend, i can slumber until Monday come" i said weakly.
Namjoon laughed at my statement,"You look pretty f up though, go get some sleep, girl" he patted my head twice. I smile weakly at him and made my way to my bedroom.
My curiosity stil at it's high. Before i change into pajamas, i took out the letter and read it.
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Dear, RM and Yoo Hee Jin
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝗻𝘃𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗮 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹, 𝗻𝗲𝘄𝗲𝘀𝘁, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗮𝗰𝘂𝗹𝗮𝗿 𝗱𝗲𝗺𝗼 𝗼𝗳 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲
𝗦𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗿𝘆 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗻𝗲𝘄𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝘆𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗺. 𝗜𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗳𝗲𝗲, 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗴𝗲𝘁 $𝟭𝟬𝟬.𝟬𝟬𝟬 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝗺𝗼.
𝗔𝗶𝗺 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲.
𝗥𝗦𝗩𝗣 𝟲𝟭𝟯𝟲𝟭𝟬𝟮
𝗦𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗹𝘆,
𝗦𝗝 .𝗞
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I lifted my right brow and tapped my chin,
"Interesting"
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