Sex Addict

Chapter 9

20 Days Until The Wedding

"One more month! Less than a month actually." Sara paced back snd forth as I crunched on a pickle on the couch.

"Nervous much?" I pointed out.

"Just a minor itch of the cold feet." She laughed and sat down next to me.

"So how are things?" I asked.

"How are things with Nicky?" She smiled before winking at me.

"I'm gonna talk to him about coming to your wedding with me tonight." I complained, "Wish me luck."

"Wait, you haven't asked him yet?" She snapped.

"No." I laughed, "We're not really a out in public type of couple. We sleep together."

"Well ask him and let me know!" She shoed me away.

I laughed while pulling my boots on. Sara was my best friend and my sister. I told her everything. Besides my one night stand with Alex.

I also didn't tell her that I think I want a relationship with Nicky. A legit relationship.

Nicky was sitting at the dinner table when I got home eating pizza. I grabbed some pizza and sat down across from him as he looked up to see me.

"How was Saras?" He asked.

"I uh, need to talk to you about something." I stated.

"I'm not going to your sisters wedding with you." He snapped before I could even ask.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Because you're not my girlfriend or my wife." He growled.

"You could still go." I mumbled.

"Or you could not be such a girl." He snapped, "What happened to you? You used to be so cool."

"I'm a woman, Nicky." I snapped.

"And I'm a man." He snapped back.

"I want to get married one day and have a family." I said.

"Oh yeah?" He chuckled, "Cause it seems to me that all you want is to have sex."

Word vomit.

"I want go be your girlfriend, Nicky!" I yelled as tears fell down my cheeks and I quickly wiped them away.

"You what?" He snapped.

"You're like my best friend." I explained, "And when I was on my date with Alex all I kept thinking was how nice it would be if it were you."

"You know I'm not a relationship guy." He growled.

"I know Nicky." I breathed out, "I think you should go."

"You want me to leave?" He asked.

"Yes." I said, "If all you want from me is sex after all of the time we've spent together than yes. I want you to leave."

"I don't. You're my best friend." He groaned.

"But you don't want me to be your girlfriend because you are still seeing other women." I gulped as he shrugged, "Please go."

Nicky left quickly but left all of his things behind which showed me he planned to come back at some point.

I grabbed my phone and dialed the number as quickly as I could.

"hello?" A sleepy voice asked.

"Can you come over, Alex?"