Summer Love (a Harry Styles fan fiction)

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

So this is chapter 8... YAY:D nothing else to say, just... ENJOY :)

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Summer’s POV

“Summer?” Harry emerged from the toilet, his phone in one hand. “Louis just called and said that the lads are going for a dinner tonight to celebrate us winning a BAMBI Award. So I gotta go. You’ll be okay alone?” he said, staring at me with his green orbs.

I smiled weakly. “Yeah.” The truth is, I didn’t want Harry to go. I really enjoyed his company. Whenever we talked, he would always be focusing on me. He makes me feel special.

And I’m thinking like a love sick puppy. God.

He came over and kissed my forehead gently. “Bye, babe,” he whispered, eyeing my facial features. “Bye,” I whispered back, messing up his curls playfully. He laughed and headed for the door.

I don’t know what got into me but I said loudly, “Wait!” and hopped over to Harry, grabbing my phone as I passed the table. “Um, I was wondering… Can I have your number? In case there’s any emergency or anything.” I blushed and refused to look him in the eye.

“Yeah.” Harry was eyeing me as we exchanged phones to save our numbers inside.

“Bye, Harry!” I said, leaning over to peck him cheek before hopping back to the bed, not wanting to look back.

Harry’s POV

I stared at her as she hopped back into bed, my cheek fuzzing. She kissed me. She really did. Okay, maybe it was just a friendly kiss, like what I always give. But still…

At the restaurant during lunch, I had no idea what came over me. I didn’t know what I was thinking when I kissed her nose. And when I pulled away, our lips were so close that I felt like smashing mine onto hers. But I couldn’t. I didn’t even know how she felt about me.

As I exited her room, I felt so worried and yet I was smiling as I touched my cheek. I could still feel her lips there, on my cheek. I really didn’t want to leave but we were going to have a celebration dinner. I couldn’t miss that!

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“LOUIS!” I yelled, entering my hotel room as the four boys crashed into me. Yup, it was my room but we were practically invading each other’s every single day.

“No fair, Harry! You only yelled Louis’ name when you came in!” Zayn pouted, hitting my curls. Louis stuck out his tongue at Zayn and dashed into the living room.

I laughed. “Fine. ZAYN! Oh and GET OFF MY CURLS!!!”

Liam laughed. “So where do you boys want to go for dinner?

“Anywhere.” “You decide, Liam.” “NANDOS’” “There isn’t a Nandos’ here, Niall!”

Liam sighed and I patted his shoulder. “Sorry, daddy. We’re a bunch of naughty kids!” I grinned.

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“HARRY! HARRY!!”

“Huh?” I woke up from my little daydream and stared at the four boys. “What?”

Louis rolled his eyes. “We were asking what you would like to eat.”

“Oh. Sorry, I was just thinking about something,” I replied, flipping open my menu. Yeah, thinking about Summer.

Summer’s POV

I hugged my knees and reached for the television controller. Turning off the television, I let a few tears slip down my cheeks. Burying my face between my legs, I sobbed out loud.

Probably I was overreacting. But I was crying because I just thought of my ex. Yeah, I was crying my heart because of my ex. But he wasn’t the whole reason…

My ex’s called John and he was really really hot and cute. I met him in school and he was a year older than me, fifteen. We got to know each other during this club meeting and after we started talking, we realized we had a lot in common. I was really lucky to date him a few weeks later because almost EVERY girl in the school liked him. But after dating for a month, I caught him and another blonde girl kissing behind the school building. It wasn’t just a peck on the lips. They were practically tearing each other’s clothes off. John had his hands on her waist, pushing her loose shirt up every few moments and the girl was playing with John’s hair while they kissed fiercely. He didn’t even notice I was there, watching them with tears in my eyes. I didn’t say anything for another week, just pretending that I didn’t see what he did. I realized that whenever he kissed me, it was really short. Like a few seconds while he kissed the girl for like almost half an hour. And after a week, he announced to me that he was moving away and the next day, BOOM! He was gone. Forever.

That wasn’t my first relationship though. But it definitely hurt the most. I loved John with all my heart. I was crying my eyes out for the next week every single day with Jess and Will encouraging me every day.

This relationship came flooding back to me when I was thinking about Harry and my feelings for him. I wasn’t sure if how strong it was but I knew it was pretty firm. I didn’t want to get hurt again. I knew Harry was flirty, I heard from Jess and Will when they were talking about One Direction. I was so afraid that Harry would break my heart again. Plus, I didn’t know what he felt. He might think I’m some stupid and innocent girl that he can hurt. Well, since I didn’t know about his feelings yet, maybe I can suppress mine so I wouldn’t get hurt.  

“I love you, Harry. But I have to do this,” I whispered, drying my tears. I was so afraid of getting hurt. John really made my heart break and Harry was so flirty… I didn’t want to catch him with another lady.

My phone started ringing and I reached for it, wishing as hard as I could that it wasn’t Harry.

No such luck. It was Harry.

“Hello?” I said carefully, wishing my voice wasn’t so shaky.

“Hey, babe. Are you okay?” he asked. I could hear he was so concerned and I sucked in a sharp breath.

“Yes. I’m fine, Harry. Thanks for calling. Now I must be go-“

“You don’t sound okay, Summer…” I could picture him frowning, his green eyes full of concern.

“I AM. I REALLY AM,” I snapped. Oops.

“Okay, fine.”

“I… I’m so sorry, I’m just really grumpy at the moment,” I mumbled before whispering a goodbye and hanging up the phone. “Oh. My. God,” I murmured, burying my head in my knees again, controlling the tears. 

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