Summer Love (a Harry Styles fan fiction)

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

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Summer’s POV

Should I forgive him? Or should I not?

I sighed and plucked the petals of the rose on my hand as I murmured to myself. “Should I…? Or not…?”

I felt depressed and for a moment, I felt like crying out loud. I was on the beach on my own, thinking about my relationship with Harry.

Will and Jess were at the hotel’s salon after I reassured them that I would be fine on my own. To be honest, I didn’t think Jess cared if I followed them or not. She was looking dazed and I caught her glaring at me a few times. Will was worried about me but I didn’t want to tell her what had happened between Harry and me.

I didn’t know what Jess was thinking. She was always very cold and distance around me, we were barely best friends anymore. Plus, sometimes, she acted like she didn’t like me to hang out with Will. It was so annoying, but I couldn’t confront her either. I had enough troubles.

I stood up and swung my hands around, breathing in the fresh air and listening to the children laughing around me. Everyone seemed so carefree, as if they didn’t have troubles at all. How I wish I was them…

I wanted to get back with Harry so much but I couldn’t risk it. If he really was a heart-breaker, I would be better off without him.

Right?

I didn’t know. Ugh.

Maybe… he had changed, just like he said. It was so frustrating, not knowing what he thought or what he was going to do the next minute.

“Oh, sorry!” a familiar voice apologised a few metres away from me.

I narrowed my eyes and turned to the direction on the voice.

Harry was sitting on the sand, with his sunglasses on. He had been blocking the way of a family of four, hence, the apology. I couldn’t see his green eyes behind the sunglasses but I could see his frown as he sat down again.

I looked away, not wanting him to see me. The fact that he was as troubled as I was made me confused. I wondered if he was thinking about me…

If he was, it meant that he loved me. I really wanted to know what he thought, then.

Jess’s POV

“How’s your hair?” Will asked, touching her red-head and smiling at the mirror.

I looked at my own black bob and was satisfied. “Hmm… Great,” I replied, flipping through a celebrity magazine I had found.

Oh god. One Direction on the second page. I read the article quickly, scanning through the words as my eyes landed on Harry.

Harry.

The thought of him made me furious at Summer again.

What had Summer done to deserve him? I was so much better in my opinion.

“Jess? Jess!”

“Huh?” I snapped out of my thoughts. “What?”

Will rolled her eyes. “I had been calling you for like, three minutes. Anyway, don’t you think that Summer was upset when she came back from her dinner with Harry?” she asked, looking at me.

Red angry fireballs flew around in my stomach. Why did Will have to be so worried about Summer? I was so much closer to her than Summer ever was.

“No, I have no idea!” I snapped.

Will frowned. “Okay, okay. You don’t have to shout!” She looked away and rolled her eyes. “Jess, you’ve been acting weird lately. Especially around…Summer,” she muttered.

I gritted my teeth and slammed down my magazine. “So? Is that any of your business? If you don’t know anything, Will, shut up!” I shouted at her.

Will gasped. She stood up and placed her hands on her hips. “Jess, what is wrong with you?” Her eyes flinched and her face paled. “Jess… You… You like Harry, don’t you? That’s why you don’t like Summer anymore…?” She stared at me, her eyes wide open.

I blinked, horrified that she had found out my secret. “No…” I denied. “I…” I faked a laugh. “How can I like Harry? He’s Summer’s boyfriend!”

Will nodded slowly. “You really do like Harry, don’t you? Stop denying it Jess! You’re jealous! Because Summer had always got the boy you wanted! And this time, you really like Harry,” she reasoned.

I flinched. It was no use denying now, she had got everything right.

“Will…” I grabbed her arm and swallowed. “Please… Don’t tell her. Or Harry, I beg you!”

Will looked into my pleading eyes and looked away.

“Please, Will,” I begged.

She nodded finally. “Fine. But don’t ever do anything to Summer or Harry. They’re happy together. Okay, Jess? Promise me?”

I nodded solemnly. “Okay.”

She smiled at me and I smiled back.

But the smile wasn’t real.

Summer’s POV

I knew he had seen me. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Harry looking at me.

I grabbed my things and strolled away from the beach quickly, not wanting him to come near me to touch me or talk to me. I just wasn’t prepared.

I walked quickly, keeping my eyes on the ground.

“Ow!” I looked up, wanting to look at the face of the person I had just knocked into. I rubbed my painful forehead.

“Summer?”

I winced. It was Louis. Oh great. “Louis? Uh, hi, I… I have to go.”

“No, wait!” He grabbed my arm, looking at me sincerely.

I was annoyed but I couldn’t say no.

“Harry… He hasn’t been eating well, sleeping well, or enjoying our stay ever since that night of our dinner. It has been two days, Summer! I don’t know what happened between you two but, couples fight. In the end, everything works out too. You should… talk to him. I have tried to speak to him, comfort him but he just said that he regretted the past. I didn’t know what he was talking about.” He brushed his fringe aside. “Please, Summer. We are all so worried about him.”

I swallowed. So maybe he really did love me.

“He loves you, Summer.”

I ran back to the beach.

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