Living With Him - YoonMin [COMPLETED]

Chapter Nine

*continuation from last chapter*

-Jimins POV-

I struggled alittle going up the stairs before I felt someone tap my shoulder. "I can carry you to your room?" Yoongi said softly causing me to blush alittle. "Okay." I said shyly turning to face him completely. He picked me up and took me up to my room. "Let me get you cleaned up." He said once he placed me on the bed. I was about to protest but he was gone. I changed into something more comfy while he was gone. My legs felt numb and my body just ached. I moved laying down so my butt wouldnt throb as bad. "Hey. I brought you some water." He said coming back into my room. I moved over on the bed making room for him to sit. "Are you in any pain?" Yoongi asked as he began cleaning the dried blood on my wrists. I nodded watching his expression shift.

It was quiet but it wasnt uncomfortable at all. I watched as he cleaned my wounds up. "I hope I didnt scare you earlier. Thats the last thing I want." Yoongi said pulling me out of my thoughts. I looked up at him feeling confused. "I was just so furious earlier. I just hope your not afraid of me now." I felt sad that he would think that. I grabbed his hand gaining his attention. "Hyung. I dont believe you are capable of hurting me. Im safe here, with you. So no, Im not afraid of you." I said softly propping myself up. He didnt say anything but continued cleaning my blood off. I moved sitting up as he cleaned up everything. "Thank you Hyung. For coming to get me back." I said leaning to press a kiss to his cheek.

I cant deny the fact that I still have feelings for Yoongi. I never lost them, I just suppressed it. Hes always been kind to me. He makes it so easy to fall for him. "Well Ill leave you to rest. Good night Jimin." Yoongi said walking over to shut my light off. I moved getting comfy in my blankets. I sighed feeling my aching body begin to relax. I was starting to feel myself heal but then this happened. I was thrown back into my personal hell. Forced to submit to the beatings and the sex. I just hope I can finally heal this time. I dont have to worry anymore. My Father was gone forever. It felt like a giant weight was lifted from me. I just hope I can move on. Find someone to help me feel a sense of worth. To not feel ashamed of myself. I hope I can find that someday.

-Yoongis POV-

I was laying in bed trying to relax and get some sleep. Its been a long day and I just feel drained emotionally. It was then in the silent house that I heard crying. I sat up hearing someone talking. "...stop it please. Please no! No!" I jumped up hearing it was Jimin shouting. I got to his room seeing him thrash around. "It hurts please! Help me!" I moved gently shaking him awake. He jumped up breathing heavily as he cried. "Hey hey its me. Jimin its me. Your safe." I said softly watching him relax abit. I brushed his hair back as he cried. "I-I could feel him Hyung. It felt so real." He cried sitting up as he curled up. I felt my heart break at the sight. "He cant hurt you anymore. Okay? Hes dead. You are safe Jimin." I said trying to comfort him but he flinched at my touch. I scooted back giving him space as he cried.

I wanted to hold him close to comfort him but I cant. I think he needs space to feel safe again. To not feel like he is going to be hurt by our touch. "Jimin?" I said once his crying turned to hiccups. He looked up at me but still stayed curled up. "Would you like some tea or hot chocolate?" I said softly smiling at him. He nodded tugging at his blanket. I stood up to go make him a drink when I felt a tug on my sleeve. "Ill come with you." Jimin said quietly not really looking up at me. I led the way to the kitchen and began making him some tea. I turned watching him take a seat at the counter. I moved getting wash cloth warmed up for his face. "Here. For your eyes." I said being careful to not touch him. He took it silently rubbing his face down. I want to know how to help him.

We went back upstairs and I stood in his doorway as he got settled. He looked up at me smiling for the first time since he woke up. "Can you stay? Just for alittle while?" I nodded taking a seat on his bed. He drank his tea in silence as he glanced at me. "Sorry for waking you by the way." He said breaking the silence as he scooted closer to where I was sitting. "I wasnt sleeping. Im just glad your okay now." I said watching him smile alittle bit. I sat with him for alittle longer before going back to my room. I really want to help him. I want him to feel safe. I can understand he needs time to heal and move on from his traumatic life. But it hurts seeing him this way. He looked so scared and out of it when he woke up. I wish I could just take this away from him. He deserves to live happily.

I woke the next morning hearing laughing and music playing. I climbed out of bed going to see what was going on. I smiled seeing the guys were just playing around. Jin and Jungkook were dancing while the others were playing video games. I went in joining them as Taehyung started a victory dance. "I won! You cant touch me!" He cheered giggling as he skipped around the couch. I laughed watching Hoseok start throwing pillows at him. "Hiya Hyung!" Jungkook said plopping down beside me. I smiled ruffling his hair alittle bit. "Hey Kookie." I said turning my attention to the sound of footsteps. It was Namjoon and Jimin bringing in food. He seemed to be in better shape then he was last night. "Hi Hyung." Jimin said taking a seat beside me. I smiled watching as he grabbed the bowl of popcorn.

We all hung out watching movies and playing random games. It was a pretty fun and relaxed day. I went upstairs when I thought of something. I turned seeing if Jimin was coming upstairs. I made my way into his room looking for his notebook. "What are you doing?" I froze hearing Jins voice as I took a picture of a particular page. "Nothing. What are you doing?" I said awkwardly putting his notebook back on his desk. "Looking for you actually. We are ordering pizza." I nodded following him downstairs again. I moved to my study grabbing my laptop out. I think Jimin would like what I have planned. He needs this. Maybe its a step in the right direction of being happy.

I looked over his list chuckling at some of the things he wrote down. "Alright Zoos." I said searching up the different Zoos we have in Korea. I spent a good 2 hours setting everything up. I just hope he likes this. I hope Im not overstepping by doing this. I think this will be really good for him, a good distraction. "Oh hey. The pizza is here." I looked up seeing Jimin standing there. "Hyung? I wanted to thank you for last night." He said as I walked over to him as he smiled. "Your welcome Jimin. Lets go eat." We rejoined the others as they started up a movie. I was so into the movie I barely registered my phone was vibrating. I opened it up to see the confirmation of my request was accepted. I cant wait to see Jimins reaction to the news. I cant wait to tell him!

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