Living With Him - YoonMin [COMPLETED]

Chapter Fourteen

-Jimins POV-

I needed out of there. I couldnt handle this. I turned looking up at Yoongi who instantly took my hand. "Please." I whispered before he gently but quickly led the way back to the exit. How is this possible? How is she here? She died 9 years ago. I was at her funeral. "Hey, I need you to breathe Jimin." Yoongi said cupping my cheeks as I cried. It was too much. "Jimin! Wait please!" I turned seeing she followed us to our car. I was overwhelmed but mainly I feel angry. She was never there but this could further prove her lack of ability in Motherhood. "You died." I said bluntly wiping my tears away. I could feel Yoongis presence behind me but I turned asking him to wait in the car. "Jiminie, please let me explain." She said trying to catch her breath. She looked good, wealthy even. She was even sporting a wedding ring.

I just cant understand why she is even here still. What is happening? "I faked my death. I-I found out your Father was cheating and I was so angry." She said causing me to step back away from her touch. "I did something terrible to the woman a-and I knew. I couldnt bear the thought of going back. I couldnt handle him knowing what I did and please listen." She said as I scoffed turning to walk to the car. I felt like I was breaking, but I looked to see Yoongi. He was staring with a soft expression and I knew. I had to be strong for him. "So faking your death was the answer? You couldnt handle the idea of him beating you again!? Him yelling!? Seriously!? You are so selfish." I said as anger took over. I was furious with her. "You were young! You have no idea what I went through." She said causing my blood to boil. I pulling my sleeves up revealing my scars and bruises.

I stepped forward watching her eyes look at my arms. "You left me to suffer. You left me to be raped and beaten by your husband. You allowed me to be his punching bag. You are the reason I was raped by multiple men. You are why I have nightmares. You are why I was forced to be a sexslave. You chose to leave me. Why couldnt you fake my death too? You are a horrible Mother. I guess I shouldnt be surprised, you never did attempt to protect me before." I said before turning to go into the car. But I stopped turning to her again. "Then again, if it wasnt for you. I would have never met him." I said gesturing to Yoongi in the car. "Im so glad you escaped the hell you abandoned me in. I can never forgive you for this." I said before finally climbing into the car.

I looked back out to see she was crying but I couldnt feel sorry. What kind of Mother doesnt protect their child? Who abandons their Son because they are afraid of being beaten? Why leave me? Am I that unlovable? "Im here Jimin. If you need anything. Do you want to call it a day? Go home?" Yoongi said softly as he reached for my hand. Im so tired of being weak in front of him. I dont want him to think Im pathetic. "I-Im okay Hyung. We can still make it in time for the museum right?" I said putting on a smile for him. But it was like he can see right through me. "We can go home Jimin." He said caressing my cheek before driving off home. I hated that he always spends so much time putting me back together. I just wished I wasnt so messed up. Maybe then I could feep confident enough to make a move.

I followed him inside as I felt the urge to cry again. I watched as he went upstairs and went to sit on the couch. Im so over my emotions. Im over the lack of love I was given growing up. I just want to move past this. "Do you want to be alone Jimin?" I heard Yoongi say as I fully began to cry. I shook my head reaching out for him. I hate how weak I feel in front of him. But he just makes me feel so at ease with my emotions. He makes me feel cared for. He sat on the ground holding my hand as I cried. "Sh, everything will be okay." He said softly as he caressed my cheek. "She abandoned me. She wanted to save herself. S-She left me there." I said basically moving myself onto his lap. He wrapped his arm around me pulling me in. "You are safe now Jimin. I know its hard. But you cant be hurt by them anymore. I wont allow it to hurt you." He said rubbing circles into my back.

-Yoongis POV-

I felt my heart break at the sound of his cries. He deserves so much more then just this trip. He sat up reaching for his bag. "What are you doing?" I asked helping him grab it. "I-I need to know if he knew. Give me a minute." He said moving onto the couch again. I sat beside him wiping his tears away. "Jimin? Hey hows the trip?" I looked down hearing my Fathers voice on the line. I was about to say something when Jimin grabbed my hand. "Please. Please say you didnt know." Jimin said shakily cauding me to sit closer to him. "Know what? Is everything okay? Are you hurt?" My Father said clearly worried. "My Mothers alive and lives in Japan. Did you know? Did you know she faked her death?" Jimin asked squeezing my hand but he relaxed hearing my Fathers reaction. "Jimin please, I thought she died. I paid for her funeral because shes my friend. I wouldnt hurt you." He said sounding both shocked and furious.

We spoke longer before Jimin ended the call. I watched him slump back looking exhausted. "Im so sorry Hyung. You spent all this money for these tours and I waste it. Ugh Im so so-." He started to say but I cupped his cheeks causing him to stop. "Dont you dare. Money is nothing, okay? I dont care about that. You were in no condition to go anywhere. So dont ever apologize for 'wasting my money' because it doesnt matter. You are more important to me." I said watching his eyes soften and I felt bold. But its not the right time to get too bold. I got up to order us something to eat as he went to take a shower. Jimin has had such a shitty life and I hate that. He is such a kind hearted person who deserves to be loved. I wish I could be that for him. I want to protect him and be the one for him.

I sat on the patio after setting our food up for us. It wasnt long before Jimin came out bringing the drinks out. "You remembered." He commented seeing I had the onions removed from his meal. I blushed offering him a smile. The mood shifted alot as we ate. It felt more comfortable and he seemed to be doing better. "Hyung? Dance with me." Jimin said as he played some music on his speaker. I smiled putting my drink down and joined him. He was twirling around before facing me. He grabbed my hands placing them on his waist. I gulped watching him wrap his arms around my neck. "I love this song." He said as we began to slow dance. He giggled as I moved to spin him around. Im not a dancer, but I love dancing with him. Watching him smile makes it worth it.

I pulled him in closer enjoying the warmth he provided. And I might be mistaken, but it seems mutual. He seemed to feel the tension I felt. Maybe I should just seize the moment, instead of waiting. "Jimin, I want to do something." I said making us stop but not move apart. "Close your eyes. But if you have negative feelings towards what I do, feel free to slap me." I said watching him giggle alittle before shutting his eyes. I took a deep breath before softly cupping his cheek. I leaned in softly touching my nose against his. I heard him gasp softly before I leaned in connecting our lips. I could feel my heart do flips when he responded to the kiss. I held him closer deepening the kiss. I couldnt believe this was happening. We are kissing and he is kissing back. "H-Hyung wait." He said quietly before leaning in again kissing me.

I smiled into the kiss before pulling away to hear what he wanted to say. "Mm. What did you want?" I said not being able to resist kissing him. He giggled pulling me close to him again. "I uh just want to tell you. That I dont think Im ready to go further like that." He said shyly as I caressed his lips and I smiled at him. "Then we wont. We can take our time." I said softly before he connected our lips again. His lips are so addictingly soft. I could kiss him all day if he let me. "That tickles." He said as I pressed a kiss to his neck. "I like you alot Park Jimin." I said brushing his hair back. He was blushing like crazy and I knew I probably was too. "I like you alot too Min Yoongi." He said smiling up at me. I smiled feeling him press a kiss to my cheek. I walked over shutting the music off.

I turned seeing him begin to clean up and I went over to help him. He smiled shyly at me I couldnt help but find the action adorable. "C'mere." I said before pressing kiss to his lips. He became flustered wacking at my chest. "D-Dont do that Hyung." He said as he began to blush and I chuckled at him. "Are you free Friday night Jimin?" I asked swiftly wrapping an arm around his waist. "W-Well I think so. I might have plans though with a cute guy." He said looking up at me. I laughed brushing his hair back. "I hope that means me. If not, I can kick his ass." I said watching him burst out laughing. "Are you asking me out on a date Min Yoongi?" He said brushing my hair back. Can someone really be this beautiful? "I am Park Jimin. Shall I pick you up at 7?" He smiled leaning in to connect our lips. "7 works for me." I felt happy that our night is ending this way. I cant wait to spoil him with the world.

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Couldnt resist💜

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