Chapter Three

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-Hoseoks POV-

I got up early to get dressed for the day. Its a hard day for my family but I try to get them through it. Its been 2 years since my step-mother passed away. Jungkook usually gets really quiet around the day she died. My Father is the same way too. "Koo, lets go. Father should be here soon." He nodded getting up to grab his coat. Seungha was the only mother figure I knew. She was kind and loving to me. My real Mom walked out on us when I was 12, so Seungha was a easy person to get close to. And Jungkook takes after her in so mamy ways. "Hey boys." Our Father greeted getting out of the car to give us hugs. I held Jungkooks hand as we drove to the cemetery. I smiled watching him lean his head against our Fathers shoulder. We got to the cemetery and I grabbed the bag of the cleaning things.

We cleaned her tomb as usual and swept the place clean. My father got a big place for all of us to be buried in eventually. We sat beside her and talked as usual. Giving her an update on our lives. After awhile we moved to give our Father some privacy to talk with her. I remember the day I met Seungha. Ive never seen my Dad so happy. He truly loved and respected her so much. He also loved Jungkook from the start. Making him feel welcomed, Im happy to have met him too. He was realky quiet and shy at 12 years old. Still is which is cute. "Want to watch a movie when we get home? We can order from that diner you like." I suggested sitting beside him on the steps. He nodded with a smile and I reached up to ruffle his hair. We drove back to our place in silence. We got back inside after saying goodbye to our Father.

I led him upstairs where he want to change his clothes. I made an order for all of us to eat together. Jungkook isnt one to talk when hes sad but he likes being around us. "How is he?" Jin said leaning against the doorway. Jin has tried to hide it from me but its obvious. He has feelings for Jungkook and I fully support it. "Why dont you go check on him? Hes in his room." I said with a smile earning a slight nod in response. I turned seeing Jimin was sweeping the back hallway. "Do you like Japanese food?" I asked once he turned bowing to me. "Uh yes. I do Mr. Jung." He said bowing again to me. "Hoseok Hyung works fine for me. And Im sure the others would agree. Food will be here soon, so take a break and eat with us." I said with a smile before going to gather everyone.

I walked into the livingroom to see Taehyung was carrying the movie bucket. "Already on it Hyung! I think Yoongi Hyung said he was bringing the blankets down here." It was actually a normal thing for us to do this when we get home. Everyone knows we will be eating together and watching movies. "Thanks Tae. Pick something funny please." He nodded turning to look through our collection. Namjoon came down to possibly 'help' Tae look for movies. Someone needs to teach them about the need for air and space. I plopped down onto my bed hoping to relax for a bit.

-Jins POV-

I paced outside Jungkooks door for a few minutes before finally opening it. He was currently shirtless looking for a top. "Hey." I said gaining his attention. Ive always loved his eyes. "Hi Hyung." He said putting a shirt on. "Are you doing okay?" I said taking a seat on the bed. He shrugged taking a seat beside me. "Its never going to get easier. She was my best friend." I remember his Mom very well. She was good to all of us, not an easy woman to forget. I tried to talk to him taking his mind off of it. Its hard seeing the life of the house like this. My brother and him are always goofing off somewhere. "You know Im here for you. Right?" I said quietly watching as he smiled. He can blind the world with his smile. Hes absolutely stunning. "I kmow Hyung. You've always been there for me. Like the others." We stared into each others eyes and it felt like magic.

He was magic. I slowly inched forward allowing myself to be bold. Allowing myself to be vulnerable to my feelings. I got so close to his face watching as his eyes closed. I took it as a sign to connect our lips together. Just like the movies, it was fireworks. His lips against mine. But all movies come to an end. "H-Hyung wait. This doesnt feel right." He said pushing me away alittle bit. I felt like a sledghammer was crushing my heart. "Im sorry." I said standing up and leaving so quick. Ignoring his calls I ran to my room. "Im such an idiot. Of course he doesnt want you." I said curling up in a ball. I must have looked so dumb. Thinking he would like me back. "Mr. Kim? I was asked to tell you to come eat. The food is here." I turned seeing it was Jimin. He must have noticed I was crying since he came in to give me a tissue.

I vented all my feelings and frustrations to him. I felt weird venting to him but he listened to me. "Should I bring your plate up here then?" He said after awhile of silence. "No thank you. Ill come get it myself. Go eat now." I said getting up to wash my face. I made my way down to see Yoongi was in the kitchen seperating the plates for everyone. "This is yours Hyung. And your drink is in the fridge." I nodded grabbing my things and making my way up to my room. "Hyung." I looked stopping as Jungkook stood in front of me. "Please, let me explain. Can we talk upstairs?" He pleaded using those big eyes of his. Gets me everytime. I led the way up to my room closing the door. "Look Jungkook, you dont have to say anything more about the kiss. We can forget it happened if you want." I said quietly looking down at my hands.

Ive always felt the way I do about him but I was ashamed of it. Hes so young. "I enjoyed the kiss. It was amazing Hyung. Which is why I want to talk to you. Clear things up." I perked up at this feeling surprised. "It wasnt the kiss that I was talking about earlier or you. Its just this day in general. It didnt feel right to me to do that today." I reached forward grabbing his hand. "I understand. Im sorry, I would never want to disrespect your Moms memory." I said reaching up to brush his hair back. He smiled scooting closer to me. "I like you Hyung. I have for a long time now, just too shy to make a move." He said looking up at me. I leaned forward kissing his cheek. "I feel the same. Maybe we can continue this over dinner tomorrow?" He nodded with a smile and we went down to the others. I cant believe this is really happening.

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Thoughts? I wanted to get more focus on the others characters too before getting back to Yoonmin 💜

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