The Foreshadowing Of You And Me Sherlock x reader

The ghost that fallows me everywhere

(y/n) pov 

i looked at the door that was a symbol in my childhood that i wish i could forget, everyday that i had to come home from school and walk into this house i knew what the people waiting for me would end up being the people that would destroy me i got into the house and walked around I went to my old room and saw nothing it was a mattress on the floor and there was writing on the walls i was locked in this room every single day for around 23 hours a day when it was summer, when i had to go to school i made up every excuse in the book to stay out later so i didn't have to go into this room. 

I knew where he was going to be, of course in our parents room he was always the favorite in the family since he was actually fallowing what my parents wanted from us he was the king while i was left in the background. As i walked towards the room i could hear him laugh i knew it was him and Sebastian his assistant uh i knew there was something to this meeting he wanted something but what? 

i entered the room and saw Jim sitting in the Thorne what belonged to our father which of course he left it to Jim Sebastian at his side much as i saw in my childhood they where best friends and later Jim and Sebastian continued the family business.

Jim what do i owe the plessure of being called on my the devil?

Sister is that anyway of greeting your lovely brother?

Jim what is it that you want from me i tried my best to get away from the life that you are living.

Well sister you thought that you could get away from me hahahaha you are mistaken i was always there watching you from the start of your career.

I made sure that i was untraceable changed everything and made sure that you stayed in London by keeping eyes here.

My dear sister, who do you thinking sent Jim Lewis I was testing you. 

So what do you want i need to great back to work? And you sending people to make sure that i could do my job really I thought you where going to be original but you are just a copy cat

HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT I AM THE GERATEST CRIMINAL THERE IS HOW ELSE WOULD I KNOW TAHT YOU HAVE A KID THAT YOU AND MARY ARE TAKING CARE OF THAT SHERLOCK HOLMES AND JOHN WATSON

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HUH HOW WOULD I KNOW THAT YOU ARE PATEHETIC WHEN IT COMES TO HIM THAT YOU ARE THE ONE ALWAYS RUINING MY PLANS HUH 

Really Jim you have always been the hot headed one in the family no wonder the only person that tolerates you is Sebastian what ever i am leaving. 

You wouldn't want that secret to be leaked to the press right 

Jim you wouldn't dare, i spent my whole life running away from my past you can not do that for the sake of your nephew (s/n) 

So i got your attention good, i need you to plant some bugs in 221b and make sure that you get me all of the names of the criminals that sherlock has put away, i want him to have his heart ripped out just as i did when i was younger. I also demand that you let me use you FBI connections if you don't that secrets will come out the one that has haunted you hahahaha. 

Until next time.... 

i walked out of my old house i knew that the secret that he was talking about involved sherlock and my career i knew he wanted to destroy me but he also wanted to destroy sherlock. I hate that my family has always hated that i was never like them i was so deep in thought that i didn't even notice that i had walked for 20 minutes, i knew that this secret was what would bust my life with sherlock and (s/n) i had to do something and i had only so many options i had to distance myself from Sherlock but i wanted to stay with him how could i do what Jim was demanding i hated that i only had one other person that i could talk to. I was outside 221B and was looking inside the window i was Sherlock and (s/n) where playing together i had water in my eyes ands that is when i knew i had to go back into the shadows.