The entire way over here Louis was thinking about what to say to Harry. Louis knows he wants more. He knows he wants to date Harry, he's just not so sure Harry feels the same way. So, he's going to have Harry one more time before he ask to be more.
Harry opens the door and smiles at Louis. His eyes are practically glowing.
"Hi."
Louis doesn't say anything, he jumps forward and wraps his arms around Harrys neck and presses their lips together. Harry immediately puts his hands on Louis' ass and squeezes. He opens his mouth and massages Louis' tongue with his.
Harry takes a step back with Louis still attached to him. He lets go to close the door then pulls away.
"Let's takes this to the bedroom."
*
Harry held Louis' hips as thrust up in Louis. Louis continues grinding against Harry's thrusts, his hands rest on Harry chest.
"Fuck, I'm cumming." Harry grunted as he pressed up into Louis as deep as he could. Louis cried out Harry's name as his grinding slowed and he came all over Harrys stomach covering his stomach.
Louis slumped forward, ignoring his cum sticking between them. Their breaths uneven as they came down. Harry took a deep breath before lifting Louis off of him. He carefully pulled his condom off and threw it away.
Louis sighed softly as he watched Harry do that like many times before, nibbling on his lip. Harry grabs a rag and wipes away the cum on his stomach before reaching over doing the same for Louis, smiling when he saw Louis watching him with his lip in his mouth.
"What're you thinking about?" Harry asked, tossing the rag to the side.
"Can I ask you something?" Harry lays down, turning to face Louis. His hair laid out on the pillow beneath him, one hand under the other reaching out to lay on Louis' hip.
"What's up?"
"What would you say if I um wanted it to like be just me and you?" Louis asked, his heart pounding again. He slowly pulled the blanket around himself and Harry moving closer to him, slipping his leg between Harrys.
"Louis." Harry sighed and ran a hand through his hair. "I don't know how to be more clear. I don't do relationships. I tried and as much as I don't like to admit it I really suck at them. Think of it as me saving you the heartbreak." Harry tried not to sound to harsh but he figured there was no other way to put it.
It's not like he doesn't like Louis. He just knows he'll want someone else at some point. It happened with Niall, they dated for 3 months before Harry admitted that he never stopped sleeping with Kim. After that Niall had convinced himself and Harry that Kim was the one he really wanted, that they were meant to be together.
Harry and Kim dated for nearly 6 months, they only lasted that long because their relationship was open and they were both okay with that. It wasn't until Harry slept with her sister, that she finally decided she had enough. She destroyed Harry's camera and all his memory cards with his photos of her on it, she screamed at Harry that they were over but she'd be back. Whatever that had meant.
Louis took a deep breath and turned away from Harry, willing his tears to go away.
"It doesn't have to be a relationship." Louis started, his eyes dried slightly as he stared that the hardwood floor. "What if you just only had sex with me but we weren't in a relationship." Harry bit his lip to not smile at how bad Louis clearly wanted to be with him.
"Louis, I don't want to hurt you." Harry sat up and moved behind Louis, a hand on his lower back, his chin rested on Louis' shoulder. "It's not that I don't enjoy your company or find you insanely beautiful."
"It's just not enough to make you commit to me." Louis let out a breath he didn't realize he was holding and stood up. "I think I'm going to go home." Louis began putting on his clothes, feeling humiliated thinking if he threw himself at Harry, he'd want him. Only him.
"You don't have to go. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings." Harry started, reaching out for Louis' wrist. He pulled Louis into him and forced him to turn around. "I'm sorry, I am. What can I do?" Harry raised Louis' wrist to his lips and pressed a kiss there. He pulled Louis closer and pressed another kiss to his stomach. He placed his hands on the back of Louis' thighs, separating them and pulled him into his lap.
"Harry-" Louis started, his hands on Harry's shoulders. Harry kissed Louis' shoulder then his neck. Louis tilted his head, "Please." He didn't know whether he was asking Harry to stop or keep going.
"I got you." Harry spoke softly before pressing their lips together.
**
Louis sighed as he settled into his couch. He hadn't gotten anywhere with Harry. They weren't any closer to being exclusive and it bugged him. Louis pulled out his phone to send a text.
Louis Tomlinson to Liam Payne, Zayn Malik
Please come over, im very sad
Zayn Malik
is this about harry again?
Liam Payne
:( whats wrong?
Louis Tomlinson
i tried to convince harry to be with only me and he said no then fucked me :(
idk what to do
Zayn Malik
maybe you should just find someone else, he's a nice guy but hes not the only guy
Liam Payne
how did he turn you down and on at the same time?
Louis Tomlinson
thats not important lima, i know hes not the only guy but i really really want him
Zayn Malik
did he give you any explanation?
Louis Tomlinson
he just said he dont do relationships and that he doesnt want to hurt me. i just want him to at least give us a try hes not even willing to do that
Liam Payne
maybe hes not ready to commit, we're on our way have some snacks ready please
Louis sighed to himself, maybe he should take his mothers advice.
A/N ... it's been three years... I am so sorry you don't even understand. I definitely thought I had finished this book. I am going to try to continue writing this. I started reading this and I was like... wow I can't believe this is where I left it. I must know how this ends lol. Also not to worry, this is still endgame Larry.
I am not sure when I'll update but it won't be another 3 years
I'm also writing another story called Drummer Boy.. keep an eye out for that. It's another Larry story. One is famous and the other is a fan.
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