Love Poems from a Love Virgin

I'll Never Forget

I'll never forget the day I said I was sorry-

I hurt you...

And you'll probably never believe,

I didn't want to.

See - I was innocence turned rebound girl,

I hurt too -

I believed so many lies - but I guess

I wanted to.

I was so selfish, trying to hold the pieces of my heart together - And

I hurt you.

I thought I could make myself love someone who deserved it -

I did want to.

The day before the crash, the tears fell, because I knew

I hurt you.

And I knew I just had to explain -

But I didn't want to.

What words could convey the pain that I felt because

I hurt you?

You - who would never hurt me - you just

Wanted love too.

So I apologized, tried to verbalize my truthful lies, and show, that the last I desired

Was to hurt you.

I knew things could never be the same, but I yearned for it -

I wanted it to.

And now we're at odds because we can't deny that

We were both hurt - two

You speak forgiveness, but all I feel is hate -

And I'm sorry I didn't want you.

I wonder if we'll ever be okay, If we'll ever move on, from when

I hurt you.

Just please, please remember-

That I didn't want to.