I'll Be Good

18.

I panted as he pulled away, lowering down and placing sloppy kisses down my stomach. He sucked on my V line, leaving a dark purple hickey. I smiled as he remained there for a few moments, making my hips buck slightly since he was one his knees. His blue eyes looked innocent as he gazed up at me, causing me to get hard slowly.

Then he took his hand from his back revealing a shiny object and pressed me against the shower wall. I jumped as it made contact with my skin. It was a knife.

"Why are you hurting me!" I screamed squirming under his death grip. Why is he doing this? What the hell? Red! Red!

"This is how i punish, Luke." He slowly said, "Stop moving." He commanded, going back to ruining my skin while brought tears to my eyes as my bottom lip trembled. I looked forward as the water that built up in my eyes fell down my cheeks to mix with the steaming shower water.

The only sound that echoed through my ears were the sound of the water smacking against the tile and the whimpers that left my lips due to how hard he pressed against me.

I had to listen. I couldn't fight him. so i covered my mouth as i screamed under the pressure.

Why do these kind of things keep happening to me? What did i do to deserve this?

He stopped after several cuts laid on my thigh, the blood falling down onto the floor and washing away. I glanced down at the mess on the floor blankly.

I'm numb. I cant even feel the pain anymore or the tears that continued to fall down my cheeks.

How could Ashton let me come to this monster's house?

We both got out of the shower and he bandaged my thigh. I pulled my boxers on over it and limped over to Harry's room, sliding into bed with him. His green pools nervously looked at me but i told him to go to bed because i honestly didn't feel like talking or doing anything for the matter.

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I didn't want to face him the next morning but i had to. I followed Harry into the kitchen and ate pancakes that their maid made. They were really good.

"Today is a relax day." Louis called out, running out the front door. I guess he had to go to work which was more than fine with me.

Harry and I went back upstairs and he told me all about his life here and how he hates it but is secretly in love with Louis.

It shocked me at first but then i shrugged it off. Subs should never fall for their doms. They hurt you and only use you for their own needs.

"This one time i was over at Liam's, right," he started which reminded me of when i was at Liam's. "He just embarrassed me in front Zayn and Niall by pointing out how I'm kind of a loud person during sex."

I blushed because Ashton also said that i was loud. Is that a bad thing?

"I actually just went over to Liam's not a long time ago." i spoke, "He seems..." I trailed off, not finding a good word to describe the man.

"Forceful." he finished, looking away from me as he laid down on his bed. "Yeah."

"I'm sorry but how could you love someone like Louis?" I blurted out, looking down at my ruined thigh. I cringed at the red pigment that was seeping through the bandage.

Harry shrugged, "He makes me happy. He feels like home. If you know what i'm saying."

I don't but i let the conversation drop.

I laid down beside him and it kinda felt nice having someone who knows what I'm talking about. Even if it is under a bad reason.

The rest of the day was kind of slow and i hated being in this house. I want to call Ashton and beg him to let me come back home.

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I know this is extremely short but it was kinda hard writing this chapter.