I'll Be Good

19.

(Ashton's pov)

Luke has been gone all week and i miss him. I loved hearing his moans. I shouldn't have told him to go to Louis'. What was I thinking?

I was on my way to pick him up and after we come back home i have to check him because i know what Louis does for punishment and i hate it. He must hate me right now because i sent him over there to get hurt. That wasn't my intention. I don't even know what the hell my intention was. I went ten over the speed limit because i wanted him so badly.

I pulled into Louis' driveway and Luke ran out, placing his bag in the back seat and sitting in the front with me.

"I missed you," he breathed, leaning over and kissing me. I closed my eyes and moved my lips in sync with his, letting him be in control for the moment. He pulled away shortly after, blushing and sitting innocently in his seat. "I want to do something for you." he purred, leaning down and unzipping my pants.

I gasped and my grip on the steering wheel tightened as he took my member out from under the fabric, sliding it slowly against his tongue.

"Luke in driving." i shakily said, trying my best to focus on the road. I let out a moan while he was humming some random tune and deep throating me.

I closed my eyes for a second as pleasure was flowing through me and almost drove into the wrong lane. I laughed and rested my free hand on his head, pushing him down to bob his head.

He took me out of his mouth and swirled his tongue on my tip, making me want to fuck him right here in this car.

He attempted to flick his tongue quickly but failed because he cant do it. I pulled into a parking lot because i wanted to watch him do these wonderful things to me. I gripped tightly on his crazy hair, it looked so weird not having him in that quiff.

I was getting close and he knew it as i was gasping and panting. I bit my lip to control myself as he slid me back into his mouth.

After he sucked me off and made me cum; i could tell he felt proud that he swallowed with ease. He had a cute little smile on his face which made me feel much better since he didn't hate me.

I got back on the road with both hands on the wheel. His shiny blue eyes went to look out the window while the cute smile remained on his face. It remained silent for a while but my thoughts were screaming because i know somewhere on him there are cuts. "Luke, what did Louis do to you?" I dared to ask.

He looked down and his smile dropped, scooting away from me and fumbling with the hem of his sweater. "I don't want to talk about it, Daddy." He mumbled.

"Well you are going to." i demanded, stopping at the red light and turning to face him. He looked broken. I should ease up on him. I'm acting like a dick right now.

"He cut me." he quietly said, "Please just drop it."

I shook my head because i cant just drop it. My baby boy was hurt because of me. "I will not." i cracked back, driving home.

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(Luke's pov)

"I want you in my room with your clothes off." Ashton announced as we entered our home. i nodded and quickly went to where i was told to go.

I could hear Calum and Michael giggling next door and it made me wonder what they were doing. They seemed really close after we all cuddled last week. Usually Calum would run up to me when i come home, but no.

Ashton's door opened and he stepped in, untying the string on his sweatpants and letting them pool around his ankles. His eyes trailed my body, looking for something. He paused at my thigh.

I looked down and saw my ruined skin, shifting in my seat on his bed as if i could get away from the upcoming scars.

I didn't look up but i flinched as his long fingers traced the lines on my pale skin, a scowl held onto his face.

"Are there anymore?" He asked, breaking the silence.

"On my back." i softly spoke, turning for him to see the long gash marks from Louis' belt. it hurt so much at the time but now i just feel ruined. No one would want to touch me.

"Im so sorry, baby." he sympathetically said, laying me slowly onto the bed. he placed a kiss on my forehead and told me he wanted me to sleep here for tonight. i agreed and got under the sheets, hoping that he would stay with me.

He didn't.

He said he had work to do but that tomorrow i would get a present. But i don't want a present. I want my Daddy.