BEAUTIFUL STRANGER

sensitive

trigger warning; harmful language, abuse
written in y/n's pov

I sniffle quietly as she groans loudly, throwing a vase on the floor. "God dammit y/n! How many fucking times do I have to tell you not to touch my stuff?" She asks angrily and I shrug. "I dont know, im sorry, it was an accident, i didnt mean to break them" I reply weakly, silently cursing myself for being so sensitive.

She scoffs, grabbing my arm roughly and pulling me so that im face to face with her. "I dont give a fuck if it was an accident or not. You broke my glasses!" She yells and I let out a small sob. "Im sorry! I didnt see them hidden in the blankets when I was making the bed!" She drags me down the hallway towards the guest bedroom, her grip on me never loosening. 

"Sleep in here. I dont want to fucking see you right now." 

She slams the door closed behind her and I fall onto the bed, crying into the mattress, remembering what she used to be like.

come here baby, i want to cuddle you

you look so beautiful

holy shit i cant believe your mine

i love you y/n, so much. never forget that

you're pregnant? Oh my god! Im gonna be a mom! 

I sniffle, smiling softly as I remember how she used to treat me.

But after we got married and I had Lavender, things changed. 

She became emotionally and physically abusive- it was mostly towards me though, which i was grateful for, not wanting my daughter to get hurt. 

I run my fingers through my thick hair, another sob leaving my lips as I quietly open the door, tip-toeing towards my daughters room and freezing when I hear Ashleys voice from the inside.

"mama?"

"yes princess?"

"why dont you love mommy anymore"

I hear Ashley sigh as I watch her tuck our three year old daughter into her bed. 

"I do love mommy princess, im just... really bad at showing it" she mumbles the last part, but i can still hear it.

"you make mommy cry, dats not love" 

"i know baby, just, go to sleep, okay?"

"okay, goodnight mama, i love you" 

Ashley kisses Lavender on the head making my heart melt at how gentle she is with her. 

"I love you too baby"

Ashley gets up from the bed, leaving her bedroom quietly, freezing when her eyes meet mine. 

"I-i'm sorry, I'll- I'll go back to the roo-" I stutter but she cuts me off.

"No, its okay, you were just coming to check on Lavender, and um, you can sleep with me... if you want to" She whispers quietly and i nod. 

"okay" 

She smiles softly before hugging me, squeezing my waist tightly.

"im sorry, im so fucking sorry. I love you so much" she sobs and i wrap my arms around her neck, kissing her head softly.

"i know, i love you too"

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part II?