SKINNY SKINNY/ASHTON IRWIN/SONG FICTION

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    Rowan was on her way to Arzaylea's, while she was talking on the phone with Peyton. She did not want to feel lonely while going there and he always missed her, one minute after she left, so all their friends knew that they'd always be on facetime, or on the phone, or texting.
    When she arrived, Arzaylea smiled genuinely and she pulled her in. While they were enjoying the cake the older woman had previously made, she felt like whining about the tour. She was excited that she'd see Michael but she was sad that Ella wouldn't be able to. «You know what...» Rowan said «maybe we can gift her tickets so she can follow the tour!» she suggested. Arzaylea's face was covered in brightly beautiful smile. «TEXT HER!» she said loudly and excitedly.
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     Ella was not able to eat anything. Because, she was sad. «Last year I was dysphoric now I'm dysphoric and sad.» she whined to herself as she tried to eat a slice of pizza. Not even her favorite food was helping her consume it. And dysphoria doesn't magically go away. She was more confident, but every time things got hard, she blamed herself. She thought she's not worthy of love. She obviously wasn't mad at the guys, she understood perfectly, why they could not visit her country as a tour place. However, she was very sad, lowkey mad and high-key disappointed that her sister found this way to explain things. That the reason, according to her, was that they weren't her real friends. Sure, she was worried. But why was she? Isn't Ella worth of having cool friends? Or good luck? Or what...
   Tears were running down her chicks, as she put more and more pressure on herself to finish her food, when she heard her phone ringing with a notification again. «Who'd that be...» she thought before grabbing it and opening it.

@ Arzaylea
Rowan and I are sending you tickets, you're coming to 5sos tour, EVERY show in the States. Oh. And you're staying with us!

    She couldn't believe her luck! It actually wasn't luck, but people loving and caring about her. She felt happy and valid. She wouldn't tell anyone because she felt, even her family would find a way to make that sound less important than it is, they'd minimize it and say it's not a big deal. That didn't matter at the time. She was so excited. She would go see her favorite people and would also stay with them!
After the first excitement, calmed down a little bit, -it couldn't completely fade, Ella was an enthusiastic person.- the girl started to think about how she could go without anyone realizing. What excuse would she give her family? Maybe she'd tell them she had a photoshoot in another country, but how would she come back broke? She shouldn't panic, she thought to herself. This was a happy moment. Not one to panic. She'd figure out later, or she'd ask Arzaylea and Rowan for help. After all, she could always just tell them truth. She was an adult. Ashton was right. She shouldn't be worrying about tomorrow.
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      Sierra was trying to enjoy the last times with the band, before they'd leave for two months. She wasn't sure why she wasn't allowed to go with them. She hated that. She didn't have anything important to do, at least not important enough to keep her from going. She just wanted to be with Luke, Ashton, Calum and Michael. She felt she deserved to be. It was where she belonged, her place. Every time she thought about it, she got even more angry. But she should not show it to them, just so as not to ruin the time they had left.
    Ashton was rehearsing with the other three, when he saw Sierra walking in the room. He looked at her and approached her. “Hey... I'll be back. It won't last for ever. It's just a tour, okay?” it was impressive that he could read her like an open book. I assume, that happens when you care about someone, because that's exactly how she felt towards him, too. “I know.” the girl answered as she clung onto him and wasn't planning on letting go anytime soon. “Ash, I hate to ruin your moment but we're rehearsing” Luke interrupted them. “Give us a few minutes.” The other man said, as if he actually needed it. “Fiine!” in fact, the lead singer was very soft and enjoyed to watch them.