That should be me...

Im sorry

jasmines pov

I looked over at him and smiled, "Thank you Brent i really needed this today." i just needed a day to clear my head and i still had to tell him about Josh i am sure he's going to be happy for me.

"Jasmine, can i tell you something?" he looked at me with curious eyes waiting for an answer.

"Duh Brent I am your best friend, you can tell me anything." i said and he smilled.

He just looked at me and smiled. He slowly bent down and kissed me.....

For a moment i just looked at him as he was moving his mouth against my solid mouth, I cant believe i did what happened next, but i opened my mouth and kissed him back. i felt the smile on his lips as he accepted me and kissed me very passionately. 

I shook out of the heaven i was in and pulled away looking back at the tigers who were still just bathing in the sun and sipping water.

"Jasmine, i am sorry. It's just i have been waiting to do that for so long, and i just had to. I love you Jasmine so much and i have for a while now, and i wish i would have done this sooner but i really want to be with you." he stopped for a breath and looked at me, "Jasmine, please be mine."

I just looked at him, i did want this to happen. i had always wanted to be his but im with josh now...i didnt want to tell him like this. but instead of tell him how much i want to be his and kiss him like that all the time, i sighed and just lied my way around my feelings.

"Brent i am really surprised that  you feel this way for me, but if i wasnt taken, i would accept i think..i mean youre my best friend, thats really all i ever saw you as and i never want that to change. can we just keep it that way please?"

I felt horrible because the smile vanished from his face really fast and was replaced by a look that could break your heart, and i thought thats what i did to him.

"Jasmine i respect that but its not going to change that i love you with all of my being, and i am never going to give up on you but i will always be your best friend i promise. can i ask though, who is the one thats lucky enough to have your beautifulness all to himself?" he was so hurt as he said this that i almost started crying.

"It's Josh..." i said slowly looking up at him from the tigers.

"JOSH!? Jasmine he's a player! hes a good friend and i was there when he would take girls in, he would get what he wanted from them and then leave. he hurts girls and he doesnt eaven care jasmine youre making a huge mistake!" he yelled at me right there and the tears i had started to fall down my face.

"It's different this time brent. he loves me, he would never do that to me. i thought you would be happy that i am happy. youre my best friend youre not suppose to yell at me!" i started crying more now and he just looked at me.

"Jasmine, im sorry." he reached out to wipe a tear from my face and i moved away from him and ran towards the parking lot.

he chased after me but i just kept running until he gave up. i went back into the zoo and walked around looking at all the animals trying not to think of Brent. finally i got tired of being alone and text Josh.

me- hey u r u busy?

Josh- no baby whats up?

me-can u come to the zoo? plzzzzz

Josh- y the zoo?

me-Brent told me to meet him here but he didnt shw. plz babe

Josh- brt <3 i lov you

me- yay! lov you too <3

okay good now i had someone coming to keep me company, and it was the guy i love....right?