That should be me...

i love her

 Joshs pov

"Morning beautiful" i whispered to her when i realized i was laying beside her without my clothing. 

"Hi babe." she answered me and turned around kissing me.

"Last night was amazing Jaz, I never thought I would have lost everything to you." i said and smiled.

"You mean, you just lost your virginity? I thought you lost it to that senior last year?"

"nope"  i said making sure i popped the 'P' "I almost did, but she told everyone we did because she was still a virgin and was trying to get some guy to do her." 

She giggled and i smiled like a dork. We kissed deep again and smiled like an idiot. 

man did i love her. that was an awkward sentence, i never fall in love, i Josh Blackwood dont even date, i tease all the girls around the school and let them go.

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*later*

After jasmine threw me out of her house really fast I went to my friends house. James, my wingman, even though up until last night he was never anyhelp.

me- hey im coming over unlock the door

james-alright

when i showed up at his house a few girls were coming out of it. typical james, he was always in it for the pink if you will. he was the first guy at our school to ever see one or do anything with one. 

on a different subject, i walked inside to see his house totally trashed like usual. "James where are you?" i yelled looking around the room.

"Kitchen!"

i walked in the kitchen and i guess he could immediately tell. "you had sex last night didnt you?" 

"wow cant hide nothing from you." i said as i grabbed a beer out of the fridge which was still warm. "It was Jasmine Lawrence." i said taking a sip.

"The Jasmine Lawrence?!" he acted like it was a huge shock.

"Dude calm down and yeah, we were going to go out last night but things got heated up at her place and it happened."

"Man thats not a good sign. either you just got played, or youre in love. and neither of those are good things!"

"Whats wrong with loving someone?" i asked curiously.

"Because then youre stuck in a relationship. dont go there."

"Just because you cant handle a girl for more than a few hours doesnt mean i cant." i put my drink on the counter and walked out. 

ill show him and i know exactly how i will do it too. but first i need to shower. i drove home trying to remember the things her and i talked about before when we were just friends. PURPLE! that was her favorite color! i was all set.

After i showered and got all cleaned up i jumped back in the car and took off. 

*later*

"How can i help you?" the man greeted me at the counter. 

"Im looking for something purple." i said looking stupid, everything i had was going into this and i wanted it to be perfect. 

"Well whats your budget sir?"

I looked in my pocket and laid everything i had on the counter. "I believe there's about 200 there." 

He walked away and came back with what i wanted. "This is beautiful sir, and im sure your lady would like it alot." 

I looked at it and smiled, she would love it and i wanted to have it for her. "How much is it?"

"its 150 dollars sir." 

i reached out and leafed through the money and pushed the correct amount of money over to him. "Can i get a bag please?"

He took my money to the register and put her present in the bag and then handed it to me. Before i could change my mind i ran out the door.

As i was looking at her gift my phone buzzed.

Jasmine- hey u r u busy?

me- no baby whats up?

Jasmine-can u come to the zoo? plzzzzz

me- y the zoo?

Jasmine-Brent told me to meet him here but he didnt shw. plz babe

me- brt <3 i lov you

Jasmine- yay! lov you too <3

perfect i could now give her the gift and spend time at the zoo with her.