The Killer | Taegyu

XXV

Wake up!

Taehyun...

Please, wake up.

Beomgyu needs you.

I open my eyes and look at my surroundings, I am still here, in the dark. How long did I slept? I feel my body would collapse any minutes, I tried to get up but with no budge. I guess I don't have a strength.

I felt somehow relieved that I am alive. I don't know why when I look at his eyes, I felt he did that without any meant of killing me, it feels like someone forced him but...

He killed me with his words, I thought he loves me. I was the one who played with fire.

It burns me alive.

I wanted to get out in here...

Soobin hyung. How was Soobin hyung? Is he alright? What if he's dead? How about Ryujin? Is she dead? Why am I dragging everyone with this messed? I just wanted someone to love, it's just that I love him, I love Beomgyu so much. If I only knew that if loving Beomgyu could be this hurt then I wouldn't let him become closer to me.

"Oh, you're awake." That voice... Namjoon.

"I don't know why Beomgyu let you live, but if you answer me disrespectful, I'll kill you." He said, should I be scared? I don't feel anything.

Plus, I am broken. I don't know how to deal with someone anymore. I just wanted to sleep, that's all.

I frowned and then look at him, I don't care if I look like I am glaring or not. He can have Beomgyu to all his want. I jist wanted to get home and cried to my mom, I wanted to tell mom that I once fell in love and this is what it takes to fall in love.

To fall in love with the wrong person, I decided to sacrifice everything. That's truly regretful, these bruises, the blood that I shed. This is all nothing compared to my shattering heart.

"Don't worry, I'll bring you home. In one condition." He squat then look at me straight in the eyes, his eyes were cold. But I don't care anymore. "Never step a foot on what's mine. If I saw you with Beomgyu—"

"You and your goddamn Beomgyu can live happily ever after. I am done with shits so by all means. Leave me alone." I spat, I am expecting that he'll punch me or hurt me but he did nothing.

"I am expecting you to say 'Beomgyu is still mine'." He sighed. I then scowl. "Hurting you, doing this kind of thing to you is all nothing compared to what Beomgyu got when he was still a kid."

"You're feeling depressed, hurt, like there is no hope to hold. The one that you love betrayed you, but you didn't see that he was trying to protect you." Namjoon then stand up, turning his back to me. I think he puffed a smoke because I could smell a cigarette.

"I gotten here, he is hugging you. He was feeling sorry. I heard him talking to Yeonjun awhile ago. Trying to break free, trying to save you." Namjoon look at me, the first thing I noticed is that his eyes were full of emotion. "Beomgyu grew up in here, in this world. He would usually never show any signs of emotion. As if he gave up his human self and he became a tool to use. But then, when I saw you and him,and the smile he would give only for you." He gently smiled. His eyes were in pain.

"I could only look, numb. I can't do anything. Then I realized that he is really suited for one person, and it is you Taehyun. So fight for him even if you get these kind of treatment, this is the taste of your own decision, to love someone. To have someone like him." Namjoon said, I did nothing but to nod only.

He released me then clean my wounds, but before we could ever stand up.

I saw Yeonjun and Beomgyu pointing gun to Namjoon. I quickly shielded the guy. Panicked, my wounds got re open and I have to cough really hard.

"Look what he did Beomgyu!." Yeonjun exclaimed.

"N-No! W-Wait!." I tried to speak up. Namjoon only helped me stand up again. "He did nothing! He will spare me so please."

"How about Beomgyu? You'll leave here without him? You're leaving him for your own sake? What the hell Taehyun? I don't know you're like that." Yeonjun said, the hint of pain could be heard to his words.

I then look at Beomgyu who only watched me.

"I..."

"I will go with Beomgyu. Never..."

"Ever..."

"Leave him alone."

Then my eyes went black.