The Killer | Taegyu

XIV.

             Taehyun look at the now sleeping Beomgyu. He's too angelic that Taehyun could not help but to smile. "Beomgyu will melt if you stare at him like that." Yeonjun interrupted him.

"Yes~ I love him~" Huening Kai laughed so hard, contagious that it made Soobin laughed too. "Yah! Beomgyu might wake up if all of you were being too loud." Taehyun shushed them up, making the three of them shut their mouth.

It's been an hour since they became silent. Soobin and Yeonjun were watching something on Yeonjun's phone. While Huening Kai is posting his selca on his own Twitter account. Taehyun on the other hand slept on Beomgyu's side while he's in his sitting position.

Am I dreaming?

This feeling I knew, I wanted and ready to die but...

Taehyun is crying so much that I can't even bare to leave yet.

But dad is waiting for me.

"Hyung—"

Who was that? Is that Taehyun?

Why is he still crying?.

Beomgyu slowly opened his eyes, he squint it as he saw a white ceiling. He feels light headed. He heard some children song. A song that his dad will play with their television when he's still a child.

He look on his left side and saw Taehyun. "Yeonjun, if you don't get in here in 3 seconds. I'll kill you." Beomgyu muttered weakly, so weak as if he hadn't drink water for weeks. Yeonjun quickly. Stands up and walked beside Beomgyu. "Oh, you're awake now. So how was your sleep?."

"Ask me, I'll blow your head off." Beomgyu snapped, which made Yeonjun to shut his mouth. "Why did you let Taehyun sleep here like this?." Beomgyu asked. "Y-Yah! He said he wants to stay here." Yeonjun said, Huening Kai stands up and smiled. "Welcome to life Beomgyu hyung!."

"Oh, Beomgyu is awake now?." Soobin asked. "Welcome to life? What the hell Hyuka?." Soobin said in shock. "So how was the feeling of dying?." Soobin asked.

"Why are you asking such a question." Yeonjun massages his temples. "Do you see what hell looks like?."

"If you don't shut up your mouth. I'll make you shut it forcefully." Beomgyu said. "I want some water." Taehyun wake up, looking at now awake Beomgyu who looks like he is about to pass out again. "Beomgyu hyung you should rest first." Taehyun said. "Taehyun is right. By the way, good morning." Yeonjun said.

"Is it morning already? Let's go to school—" "Are you sure you can study while Beomgyu is here?." Soobin interrupted it. "One absent won't hurt your pride smart ass." He continued. "But what about your responsibilities in student council?" Taehyun asked.

"There are a lots of people who can back me up. It's alright. I'll stay here." Soobin said. "Beomgyu, what happened?."

"I don't know." He simply said. He look at Taehyun before looking to everyone again. "But I guess, we cannot go back there Yeonjun hyung." Beomgyu continued, making everyone except Yeonjun confused.

"What do you mean?." Huening Kai asked. "I neglected the order, I fought back to the boss' decision. So I am no longer a killer for them." Beomgyu explained. "They will do everything to kill me. I know everything about them."

"So you knew that Namjoon—"

"Yes. I already knew about his hidden agenda. But I still continue, everything, I wanted to give justice to my father. It's my choice."

Taehyun look down. "But what if—" Taehyun look at Beomgyu. "What if you die?."

"Do you want me to die?." Beomgyu smiled. "No! Of course not! I don't want you to die. Not in my arms!." Taehyun started crying again. "You're becoming a crybaby, Taehyun."

"I don't mind eating the ice creams you gave, just please don't die on me." Taehyun wipes his tears but it keeps coming. Huening Kai decided to leave them alone, same with the two oldest in the room.

"Why are you even crying? Why am I so important to you?." Beomgyu asked. "Because... Because you protected me." Taehyun replied back.

"Taehyun-ah. You can't have that kind of affection on me. I am too dirty, criminal, killer. You shouldn't take care of me, you shouldn't be worried to some useless soul like me." Beomgyu sits up carefully. "Beomgyu hyung don't say that!"

"I am not saying this for you to pity on me. Just please—"

"You don't understand anything! I hate you for being like this!." Taehyun stands up. "You can't control other's feelings! If I am worried then I am! If I think of you as an important person then I am!."

"Why are you getting mad? I was just saying that... That you shouldn't. I don't understand Taehyun." Beomgyu frowned. "You know that I just used you for me to get close with Soobin again. I am aware that you know. You're not stupid—"

"I know!." Taehyun cried out. "I know! I know you used me, the day you wanted to get close to me for you to kill Lea noona, for you to kill Soobin hyung's grandfather. I know you used me so that everyone else won't know that you're a killer. But I am still worried, Beomgyu hyung. Why can't you just accept it?." Taehyun sniffled. Beomgyu felt something heavy on his chest.

He knew for sure.

That he shouldn't feel this way. He will leave someday, he had to. That will break Taehyun's heart. If Beomgyu just knew that Taehyun will be attached to him then he should have just kill the younger but...

I can't even stab you the day you hugged me.

"Taehyun... Why?."

Beomgyu look down. Taehyun made a wrong decision. A decision that will make him lose someone. Someone important to him.

"Hyung. I love you."

Beomgyu gave him a stare. A stare that the older never gave him. A cold stare that Beomgyu doesn't want to give but he had to.

"Kang Taehyun. I don't have any feelings for you. So stop it already."

Hello guys! Sorry sorry sorry for using Namjoon as antagonist, I just can't made up some name. I get cringe when I did. So I have to think of other idol so that you can imagine their faces.

I didn't named the other characters because it's just too lame. But if you want me to then help me think of their names ;_;

Sincerely loving,

Beominttae

Btw THANKS FOR 900 READS ><