It's nice out here. The breeze is nice but I kind of miss crainer and jelly. I walk through the park smelling the air. I smell hotdogs, so I decide to check it out.
I see a man behind the hotdog stand so I ask him if I can buy a hotdog. After I got my hotdog, I sat down at a picnic bench. After I ate my hotdog I walked around.
After about 30 minutes of walking, I headed back to my home. "Where were you Mr.?" Crainer looks at me answering the door. "Uhh-hhh" I stutter, looking at him in his deep ocean blue eyes.
I run to my room, embarrassed and lock my door. I feel so embarrassed when he confronted me. I blush alot thinking about what we could be. I walk over to my dresser pulling out grey shorts and a long sleeve shirt.
(I'm to lazy to do the shower) after the shower, I out my clothes on and then turn on my television. I go to youtube and watch one of crainer's videos. It was the among us video.
I heard someone going up the stairs. I quickly turn of my Television and pretend to be asleep. I feel his breath standing over me. After 10 minutes, I don't feel any presence in the room and get up.
I walk out of the room to make sure nobody was around. I quietly step down the stairs, tiptoeing. Nobody is in the living room, they must be in their rooms.
I pace around the kitchen thinking to myself. I get a snack from the fridge and then sit down on the couch. I turn on my favorite netflix series. In the morning I see crainer laying his head on mine sleeping.
I carefully move crainer, trying not to wake him up and start making breakfast. After I was done cooking breakfast, crainer woke up. "Good morning sleepy head" I said in a giggle tone.
"Morning" crainer said sleepily. I kiss crainer's head allowing him to lay his head on my shoulder. Jelly walks down the stairs, smiling at me with this smug look: 😏.
"Morning Jelly" I said preparing the table. "Good morning Josh and crainer" he replied, making a winky face at us.
After I had set the table, Jordi, Jelly and crainer were now awake. "So Josh...I heard a noise coming from your room...is everything alright?" Jelly asked suddenly turning at me. I look away.
"I.. I-I'm fine..." I managed to get out. "Obviously your not fine by the way your sounding" Crainer looks at me with a serious face. I turn away, racing to the bathroom. My heart racing as fast as ever.
I fall to the floor, sobbing. "He hates me...he hates me...he hates me.." I sob. I cried for about another 20 minutes before running back to my room. Does he actually hate me?
I cry into my pillow. I heard crainer coming up the stairs so I turn over. I heard the door open as crainer walked in. "Josh...?" Crainer walks toward my bed.
"Oh my god Josh...are you crying?" I heard crainer say but I'm almost half asleep. By the time I woke up my head was in Crainer's lap and a blanket was over us.
I continued to lay there, blushing. I snuggle back into the covers, slowly going back to sleep. A few hours later. "Sleepy head~ wake up" I heard a voice say as I wake up. It was crainer.
"Soo why were you crying last night?" Crainer asked me worried. I studdered. Tears ran down my face as I cried. I stuffed my face into Crainer's shirt.
"Y-you hate me don't you?"I said looking up at him. "Of course not Josh! Why would you think that?" Crainer said hugging me. "C-cause y-you yelled at me last night..." I said studdering.
Crainer looked down at me and kissed me. "Hey...I didn't mean to yell at you, Josh" he smiled. He took me back to the couch and layed me down. "You need to get some rest Josh, you've been under a lot of stress" He said.
"S-stay" I said looking at him still with tears streaming down my face. "Okay" crainer said laying me in his arms. I go back to sleep again.
I woke up again and get up carefully. I walk over to the pantry to pull out a snack. I go upstairs and unlock my bedroom door. I turn on my television and the news showed on the screen.
After that fiasco, I can finally sit down. After 20 minutes of watching my favorite series on netflix, I go and take a shower. Now all wet, I put some clothes on and head downstairs to make breakfast.
*Is Jordi still not awake?* I thought. I get out eggs, pancake mix and etc needed for pancakes. After I finished, I heard a groan coming from the couch. It was Crainer just waking up.
"Morning sleepy head" I chuckled, kissing him on the cheek. "Morning Josh" he replied still tired. I would be to. When I dished out the pancakes, Jelly also just woke up. "Good morning jelly" Crainer said eating his pancakes.
"Morning" jelly said, rubbing his eyes. "What's for breakfast?" He asked. He continued to walk towards the kitchen. "Pancakes" I replied, serving him some. After we all ate, we went to the park.
"It's beautiful out here" I said looking up at the sky. "I agree, sunsets can be a sight to see!" Crainer agreed quickly. We walk in the cafe and order some boba.
After we drank our boba we headed down the street to talk a walk. I take Crainer's hand as we walk down the cold street. "It's c-cold out here" Crainer said shaking.
I give crainer my jacket and button it up. "Thank chu Josh" Crainer said to me smiling. "It's not a problem Crainer, you needed it." I replied smiling back.
To be continued...
