⚠️self harm ⚠️
Crainer's pov
'I-its cold out here" I shiver, getting closer to Josh. He gives me his jacket and buttons it up for me. I smile and say "thank you josh" I can feel myself blushing.
"Not a problem Crainer, you needed it more then me" I could hear him say giving me a warm hug as we walked down the pavement. We stopped when we saw the beautiful sunset. "Wow what a sight for sore eyes" I said looking back at josh now.
"Can we go get something to eat josh?" I said as my stomach rumbled. "Sure thing Crainer." He said taking my hand as we walked. We finally reached a cafe. We headed inside and took our orders.
We payed for our food and went to sit down. After we ate we both went home. "did you enjoy today?" Josh asked me giving me a kiss. "Of course! It was fun" I replied smiling.
We heard jelly come down the stairs and confront us. "Where have you two been?" Jelly asked in a stern tone. "We've been out taking a walk and getting something to eat, duh. Now let us have privacy if you don't mind" josh said sarcastically.
Jelly looked at Josh and then me. "Really jelly it's nothing, we just went on a bro date" I told him, now rolling my eyes. Jelly grabs my arm and shoves me in a room and he closes the door behind him.
"What really is going on between you two" Jelly said looking at me with his deep brown eyes. "I-I...NOTHING" I studdered and raced out of the room.
I sit on bed, and tears start rolling down my face. I felt my phone ding so I check.
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Josh; crainer? Are you alright...you seem kinda distant
Crainer: I'm fine...I'm not distant.
Josh: Crainer...you know you can tell me anything! I'm here for you.
Crainer:...
Josh: Crainer?
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I take a deep breath and sigh. I felt a cold breeze on my shoulder as I heard my door open and then close. I look back to see Josh. Why was he here? "Crainer...why didn't you answer my message..." Josh asked me waking over to my bed.
"I told you that I'm fine..is it that hard to explain to you?!" I angerlly yell. Josh just stands there as I'm in awe. "I guess I'm not wanted here..' josh said, a tear dripping from his cheek.
What have I done? I walk over to the mirror. Why do I have to be SO stupid....this is why josh doesn't like me, I'm so rude..I sigh. Tears now running down my face, I bang my head on the wall.
I kept doing that for an hour...when jelly walks in, he sees me on the floor almost fainted. He also saw blood around my eye. "Oh my god! What happened crainer?!" Jelly said concerned.
"Nothing...I'm fine" I told him now sitting up. "No you are not fine...what is wrong?" He asked me again. I sit there in silence, remembering earlier that I had yelled at josh.
Jelly picks me up and puts me in my bed. "Please feel better... were worried about you'' he said. "We?" I asked him. "Yes we, I told Josh-" He said interrupted.
He....told Josh...? Why would josh even care... I hurt his feelings and probably made him cry...
To be continued...
