Ch. 10 ~ Realisation

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This is going to be a triple update as I didn't update soon.

Happy reading peeps!!

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Park Jimin's POV~

To say I was shocked would be an understatement. I thought she wasn't forced. I thought she willingly accepted me and this marriage. If I have knew about her boyfriend, I wouldn't have agreed to this in first place.

What should I do now? Should I break this marriage? Should I let them be together? I am gonna fucking lose my mind.

Hobi Hyung took Y/N back with him after she woke up. I didn't even look at her because I was ashamed of what I have done. I knew she was waiting for me to look at her. But I couldn't. I broke two souls' commitment. I didn't have the courage to look at her.

*Later that night*

I couldn't sleep. I don't know if I have to let go of her or not. Because I gave my word to my dad and I don't want him to be sad because of me. But I don't want Y/N to suffer because of me and this marriage.

I thought about it for a few minutes and decided what I should do next.

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Jung Y/N's POV~

Hobi oppa said that we are leaving after I woke up. Jimin didn't even glance at me for once. I was waiting for him to look at me but he didn't even take a glance at me. It hurts. But it is hurting even more because I feel like someone is stabbing me continuously. And that's because of him. I never felt like this before. Not even when Ken and I ignored each other.

Hobi oppa told his driver to pick up my car from here and he took me to his car. Jimin didn't even bother to come outside. He was standing near the door staring at the floor with a poker face.

Hobi oppa started driving and my leaned against the windows and my thoughts wandering about Jimin. He hates me now. I know. Who wants to be with a cheater? I  pitied myself. I am so pathetic. I chuckled to myself.

Hobi oppa left me in my room. I still remember what he has told before leaving.

'Y/N-ah I know you have done something which is likely to be wrong. My instincts tell me that you have not done it intentionally. I trust you. You definitely cannot change what you have done but you can apologize and explain the situation from your perspective and why you have done that "something". Explaining things will make it better. I know you are going to do it. I believe you. Remember, I will be with you always and I love you'

*few hours later*

I kept on tossing and turning on my bed. Whenever I want to sleep, my mind is occupying thoughts of Jimin.

I feel so comfortable and lively whenever he is with me. It's only been days since we having meeting each other but I can't help but feel so safe and comfortable. He does these things to me which I can't express. I can feel my heartbeat increasing whenever he is near me. He sure is so handsome and also has a very kind heart.

I remember having a tiny crush on him too but it was very tiny.

I thought about every moment we have spent together and realization dawned upon me.

I like him.
(This reminds me of the song 'I like him' my Princess Nokia)

I really do like him.

I like him very much.

I sat up on my bed abruptly and looked at the blank wall in front of me with wide eyes.

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