Trigger warning. Includes self-harm and suicide
You're a popular singer, one of the most famous of the decade. Basically everyone knows your name. You're also dating Jade Thirlwall, 1/4 of Little Mix, the biggest girlband on the planet. You both love each other to death. However, some people think you're just using her. They think you don't love her and are planning to break her heart. Almost daily you receive hateful messages about it. That and the other hate is really pushing you over the edge.
You're currently sitting on your bathroom floor, blade in hand, questioning your life. Jade was at the studio recording with the girls. They were the only reason you were still here. But now, it wasn't helping like it used to. Sometimes you feel like the world would be better off without you. Scratch that, you ALWAYS feel like that.
You turn to the wall and pull off the loose tile. That's where you keep all the pills and blades. Your shaking hand grips the bottle and pulls it out. You double check the door is locked and open the bottle. You swallow as many pills as you could, non-stop shaking. After waiting a few minutes, you collapse to the floor, unable to stand any longer. Everything begins to fade. You hear your heartbeat slowing and your breathing shallows. A key clicking in the front door lock catches your attention. It is followed by 4 voices. Jesy, Leigh-Anne, Perrie and...Jade. Nothing could be done now. Death was inevitable. A call for you is followed by shouting.
"She might be sleeping babes". All you can hear is Jade's worried shouts. She finds the bathroom door locked and silence coming from inside. Jade, being the protective girlfriend she is, begins kicking the door. Finally, the door breaks and Jade sees you lying on the floor, not moving. The last thing you see is Jade holding you. The last thing you hear is Jade's screams. The last thing you feel is Jade's touch. The best way to go...
So... Another story. This is going to be what I come to if I have no idea's for my other stories. I would like to thank sarcastic_lil_fuck as their imagines books inspired this one. Some chapters may be inspired by some of theirs, or my ideas I gifted to them. But if anyone has requests feel free to comment them and I'll try my best to do them. I might also do part two's.
Anyways, see ya!- Jess
