Corbyn Besson Part 1

Sleepover (part 2)

I started to play this one beat I had started for a song I've been working on.

Laying in the silence
Waiting for the sirens
Signs, any signs I'm alive still
I don't wanna lose it
I'm not getting through this
Hey, should I pray? should I pray
To myself? To a God?
To a saviour who can
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these spoken words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out of the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions, I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out of the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out
Underneath our bad blood
We still got a sanctum, home
Still a home, still a home here
It's not too late to build it back
'Cause a one-in-a-million chance
Is still a chance, still a chance
And I would take those odds
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these spoken words
Find hope in the hopeless
Pull me out of the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions, I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
You can say what you like 'cause see, I would die for you
I, I'm down on my knees and I need you to be my God
Be my help, be a savior who can
Unbreak the broken
Unsay these reckless words (find hope in the hopeless)
Pull me out of the train wreck
Unburn the ashes
Unchain the reactions, I'm not ready to die, not yet
Pull me out of the train wreck
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out
Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out

I heard a clapping sound coming from behind me. I had tears coming down my face. I turn to see my two best friend and everyone behind me. I seen Brandon looking right at me. He looked like he was about to cry.
You heard everything. Didn't you?
Callie that was beautiful.
Babygirl come here. Blake opened his arms up. I ran and jumped into his arms. I starting crying even harder. I seen Hunter move and felt him wrap his arms around me too. I pulled my head away from him. He whipped my tears away I climb into hunters arms and just laid on his shoulder.
Babygirl look at me. I'm right here for you. I always will be. I'm not letting go. Do you wanna talk about that song? Blake asked
I just shook my head no I didn't wanna have anyone know why I wrote that song. I wrote it because I've tried committing suicide after Corbyn left. Ashley was there for me. She's the only one who knew. She pulled me out of that funk I had. I started writing this bc of her and bc of what I felt.
Babygirl come here. Blake said. I stayed in hunters arms tho I didn't wanna see anyone.
Guys can you give us a minute with her. Hunter asked.
I heard the door open and 4 pair of feet walk out the door.
Brandon you too Blake said
I'm not leaving. I wanna help. He said
Well atleast he wants to help I guess.
Baby girl they are gone look at me.
I lifted my head off of hunters shoulder and looked into Blake's eyes. I seen the concern and worry he had.
Babygirl can you tell me something?
I shook my head yes.
Why'd you write this song?
I got down from hunters arms and went to sit on my bed.
I'm so sorry for what I'm going to say. But you gotta listen to it all. I'm going to tell you my past then tell you why I wrote that song.it all started before I moved to Virginia I used to life in New Jersey. I was around 5 years old when we left. My dad came home drunk and I remember waking up here them yelling. I always ran and hid from the fighting but my mom decided it was time to leave so we did. We pack up the van full of our stuff and left. My mom became distant with me once we moved here I had to learn how to take care of myself and learn how to cook. I never had mothers love. When I went to the first day at the new school I met Corbyn. He was and is a great best friend. I honestly was ready to tell my mom about you but when I got home she wasn't there. My mom never came back. I never saw her again. I raised myself. A few years after this Corbyn started to become popular from his singing on YouTube. He got to meet the boys through his singing. They decided to start a band. He came back and told me he was leaving. I never saw him much after that. It really sucked. I lost my dad then my mom then Corbyn. I couldn't handle things. I started to cut myself. One day when I was cutting myself. I forgot to unlock my front door and bathroom door. I wasn't answering my phone and Ashley came she just walked in my house. She seen the bathroom door closed and was worried she opened the door and seen the blood running down my arm. I dropped the blade right when she walked in. She helped clean me up. If it wasn't for her checking on me that day I wouldn't be here. That's the day I wanted to end my life. She helped me get through it. I said to them. I looked up and looked all of them. They all had watery eyes. Blake and Hunter were the first to hug me. I cried on there shoulders. After a bit I let go and looked over at Brandon. He was very quiet and had tears steaming down his face he pulled me into a huge hug.
I'm so sorry for what I put you through. Even after hearing this it hurts that I caused more pain on you. Brandon said
It's fine Brandon. I forgive you. But you guys go back downstairs I'll be down in a few. I said